life is not easy (short chapter/ read slowly )

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These past few days been nuthin but crying

I personally don't think I want to be at the graduation practice

Or go near one of those kids

Tasha been texting me and calling for about 25  times

I  blocked her text and stayed in my room crying and thinking

It's crazy how their mood change once they found out it was me ,

How their emotions change and the personalities

The way they ran to me
With hunger and fakeNess

I couldn't bare with it

It's like a piece of my heart been torn apart

Bonnie and my family will always knock on my door every hour

Asking if I'm fine , my response to them is a knock on a door if I'm fine and if I'm not I don't even answer

It's Monday morning , graduation practice

I was still in my room thinking and crying

My parents went to work my brother is at his friends place and bonnie went shopping

I was home alone , I felt so digusting I haven't took a shower in 3 days

Finally I got up from my bed and got my clothes to wear after I bath

And got a towel

And went to the bathroom.
Taking off my dirty clothes and  took a shower

The hot heat on my body cooled my temperature

I washed my skin with dove soap and

Wash my face with clean and clear

I washed my hair and finished

I got my towel and left the bathroom

So as I was in the hall I saw my bedroom door closed , and I left it open

I walked slowly and opened it seeing someone in my bed

I screamed and the person turned , it was William

I ran up to him and kissed him with fear inside

I told him everything and he understood

He told me he was  Leaving to go to his tour after my graduation

He then
told me I need to go to graduation practice, 

I agreed with him and kissed him ,

We sat down on the bed and watched TV for about an hour

It's was noon and William hade to leave and go to the studio

I Gave Him A Hug
As
He said his goodbyes and left ....

The car began to start and he drove off ,

I got ready and did my hair and put it into a sloppy  bun ,

I threw on a t shirt  and sweat shorts

And some pairs of jordans I got my keys ,

ran down the steps

and left my house

William is right , ...

I need to fix this situation and I have to do it now

I got in my car and started the engine

I chucked and smiled .

And check my phone and text Tasha ,

" I'm fine "

She texted back with a smiling emogi

I saw a pic of me and William

"U are , u are , u are

My everything. ........."

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