Mute? (5SOS X Reader)

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(Y/N) (L/N) a new student. She got bullied at her last school, because of her voice. Because of the bullying she diceded to stop talking, even if she has to give up her talent, singing. What happens if the bullying doesn't stop at her new school? W...

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19. Lies

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by Tirza_For_Fun

                                    
                                              I had stopped crying, until the song 'Lies' from Marina and The Diamonds came on, and I sniffed and softly sang along.
                          
                            
                              
                                
                                
                              
                            
                            
                          
                          You're never gonna love me, so what's the use?
What's the point in playing a game you're gonna lose?
What's the point in saying you love me like a friend?
What's the point in saying it's never gonna end?
                          You're too proud to say that you've made a mistake
You're a coward 'til the end
I don't wanna admit, but we're not gonna fit
No, I'm not the type that you like
Why don't we just pretend?
                          Lies
Don't wanna know, 
Don't wanna know oh
                          I can't let you go, can't let you go oh
I just want it to be perfect
To believe it's all been worth the fight
                          Lies
Don't wanna know,
Don't wanna know oh
                          You only ever touch me
In the dark
Only if we're drinking can you see my spark
And only in the evening could you give yourself to me
'Cause the night is your woman, and she'll set you free
                          You're too proud to say that you've made a mistake
You're a coward 'til the end
I don't wanna admit, but we're not gonna fit
No, I'm not the type that you like
Why don't we just pretend?
                          Lies
Don't wanna know, 
Don't wanna know oh
                          I can't let you go, can't let you go oh
I just want it to be perfect
To believe it's all been worth the fight
                          Lies
Don't wanna know, 
Don't wanna know oh
                          Ooh
Ha, hoo, ha ha
                          Lies
Don't wanna know, 
Don't wanna know oh
                          I can't let you go, can't let you go oh
I just want it to be perfect
To believe it's all been worth the fight
                          Lies
Don't wanna know, 
Don't wanna know oh
                          The song finished, and my waterworks went open again, I cried my heart out.
                          Apparently I had put on my 'sad/hearbreak' playlist. 
                          Funny right, when you're heartbroken or sad, the only music you want to listen to is sad or about heartbreaks.
                          I slowly suck into the bath, so my head was also under water, but I came up again. 
                          And I just sat there, crying, listening to sad music, in a bath, alone.
                          Just like a sad scene from a romantic movie.
                          How typical.
                          Maddie's POV
                          Smack.
                          A red hand print left on Luke's cheek. 
                          "I deserved that." Luke mumbled, looking at his feet. "Damn right you did." I hissed. 
                          "You made her trust you, so you could break her." "I know..." Luke mumbled, still not looking at us, which made me even more pissed.
                          "You know?" I hissed, ready to strangle him right here and now. Calum put his arms around my waist and dragged me away from Luke, so I couldn't reach him.