Alive

. twelve .

31st October 2015

dear mason,

remember when i said i didn't want to write these?

that the people that care about me told me to do this?

but that i didn't want to believe that it would help me?

well, i was wrong about it not helping me.

everytime i write these i feel more happy than ever.

i'm happy i gave these letters a try, that i didn't just ignore that advice.

i don't know how i would be feeling if i didn't write these.

probably not as good as now.

i mean, i could feel better honestly.

but by writing these letter the arrow on my happiness meter goes from three to thirty-five.

weird numbers, i know.

but that's just how i feel.

sue just walked in my room so i'm gonna go.

i forgot to tell you but i decided to go to the party anyway, maybe i shouldn't ignore this advice either.

i mean, the other thing worked out pretty well.

i guess i'll write you again after i come home again.

love,

hadley