Unfathomable

Her

As I watch you
With her

Kissing
Talking
Hugging
Laughing

Loving

My heart shatters
Into shards

Because I can never
Be her.

I can never
Call you when I don't know what to wear
Visit you when I'm lonely
Laugh with you when I hear an inside joke
Catch you staring because "you're so beautiful".

I can never
Be her.

I can never be
The one you call when you're in tears
The one you hold hands with when you're nervous
The one you think about when you wake up
The one who owns your heart.

I can never
Be her.