Fixing Me

AUTHOR'S POV

"While someone breaks your heart, another someone is ready to fix it."

AUTHOR'S POV

Lahat tayo ay may nararanasang iba't ibang sakit. Sakit sa katawan, sakit sa utak, sakit sa mata, sakit sa ulo, tiyan at marami pang iba. Lahat nang mga yan, yeko lang diba? Kayang-kaya ng mga gamot yan. At syempre, anong silbi ng napakaraming doktor sa mundo? :)

Pero ang sakit sa puso ba? As in hindi yung tinatawag na cardiomyopathies, coronary artery diease, yung mga attacks-attacks pa dyan. I'm talking about heartbreaks here.

Yung sakit na idinulot ng isang taong mahal mo.

Sakit na parang ang lapit-lapit lang sa mata ang koneksyon sapagkat, when you feel the pain, you cry automatically.

Sakit sa puso na kapag nadarama, parang may taong pumipiga nito.

Sakit sa puso na buong katawan ang apektado. Pati ang kalakasan mo sa pagkain ay napapaki-alaman nito.

Sakit sa puso na napakatagal mawala dahil wala itong gamot. :( Na kung meron lang sana ay mag-iipon tayo para mabili ang gamot na iyon pero, sad life. Walang gamot. Wala. :'(

Wala ngang gamot, pero may marami kang pwedeng gawin para malimutan ito at unting-unting maglaho ang mga nadarama.

Mawawala ito kapag ang taong nanakit sayo ay papatahanin ka at balikan. Pero think of it a hundred times or millions, he/she caused too much pain in you, are you letting him/her do it to you once again? Ha! I bet you will. Not just once but a thousand times. And I'm not making a mistake here. I am 100% right.

You love that certain person so much and forget to love yourself. You'll reach the point where everything in you is slowly fading and you'll wake up one day, you are changed.

The good things in you vanished.

You'll let your world turn only for him/her.

You make that person your fist priority and forget that you are very loved by your friends and family and think that you are unlovable that's why you are chasing him/her.

All the things that made you wonderful as you are were gone.

You'll feel so insecure and jealous. Na hindi naman talaga dapat maramdaman but sad to say, he/she is letting you feel those things. :( You should believe in the sayings that, "If a person truly loves you, he'she will never let you feel you are in a competition."

You do everything as in everything just for him/her and yet, he/she is not making you better. Instead, he/she will hurt you again and again. He/she is drowning you, pulling you down until you'll feel that you are dying.

You are doing of all that because you feel that you are loved by that person? You're mistaken, darling. He/she doesn't love even a little piece of you. Because if he/she loves you,you are not crying right now. If he/she loves you, you are happy.

Because love will make you the great person you can be.

The right person you should doing that things for will bring out the best in you.

Stop hoping that he/she is the one for you forever because it is obviously not.

Wake up now and go get back the good things in you, fix yourself. It's never too late. You have much time.