Anastasia's POV
Average. Is there any word that is more boring? No, not really. That's all I am. Average. Not pretty enough to be noticed. Not skinny enough to be loved. That's what I was told all through middle school. I was bullied in middle school. They said things like "Nobody's ever gonna love you." "You should be embarrassed to show your face." "Stress eating isn't an excuse when you look like that". Every day that was my life. I would go home and cry and eat my feelings. Ironic right? I'm pretty much just proving them right. But I was in middle school. What else am I supposed to do?
I'm now in 10th grade. I have brunette hair, blueish-gray eyes, I'm 5'5 and fat. I just wanna get out of here and pursue my dreams of acting. Growing up, I wanted to be a model, but that was shut down because I'm fat. I used to think I was pretty but others disagreed. I wanted to be a singer but was told I was too fat. Now I wanna be an actress. I've had this dreams for many years but never told anyone because I didn't want them to ruin it like they did the other ones.
Why does my weight have to effect everything in my life? It's like being happy just doesn't exist unless you're 110 pounds with bubble butt and a Tumblr girl face.
At least I'm trying.
Through the years, I've tried losing weight. I always gave up though. Nobody believed I could do it. Nobody supported me. So I just gave up and did what I do best. Eating.
At least I have my best friend Ericka.
She's blonde, green eyes, 5'6 and not fat. She has a boyfriend too. Of course I don't. Why would I?
Her boyfriend's is tall, buff, but in my opinion, not very attractive. But she's happy so I'm happy for her. She always has been and always will be by my side. Right? So the best thing I can do is be on her side too.
So yeah. That's my life. Pretty boring right? Pretty...
Average.
AN:
Woah so that's the first chapter. Really short, I know. It'll get better though:) I'm Finna make this story dope so just 🐻 with me :)
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- Alanna (AJ)
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Average | G. D.
Fanfiction"I'm not a super model, or a size 0 tumblr girl. I'm just average" Anastasia Arrowlynn is an average girl. She's not 100 pounds. She is super insecure and thinks she's ugly with or without makeup. She's just a normal human. She's not your average f...
