this one is for you,
you know who you are
not that you are reading this, or that you ever will
from day one we hit it off, we saw things in each other that others didnt,
we were so close to getting where we wanted to be, but the tiny gap tore us apart
you know parts of me that know one else does
you opened up to me when no one else would
and now we can barely say hello.
there was a spark, i must admit, and it lasted so much longer than we thought,
but i think we both know it's gone
we've known for a long time, we just haven't wanted to face it, or look it in the eye, it's intimidating, scary, new, lonely.
yes it still hurts, im not an emotionless robot, and i know it will keep hurting for a little while.
but we will be so so much happier in the end. afterall im just some wreck who cant control herself by the chemicals in her brain, and your just some hormonal teen, we met at the wrong time and when we crossed paths it was amazing and fun but by crossed i mean we met and continued on and i know this is weird coming from me but this is me continuing on, this is me leaving because i know what's good for me this is me saying goodbye,
you consume my thoughts and i can't get you out of my head but what do you expect after all these years i don't know what to do i say im fine im not im a wreck im not coping i cant get over this even though i've known for so long that this is coming im not ready to say goodbye, i want to i really want to say goodbye
i want to get over you
i want you out of my dreams,
GET OUT OF MY HEAD,
give me my secrets back
give me my time i wasted on you
give me back the tears i cried over you
give me my voice and all the words i used
give me my love
give me back my heart
give me something please,
I GAVE YOU EVERYTHING
or just leave like everyone else.
