A Second Chance

chapter 2

Him

"yaaahh... you really made it bacon ah.. your single makes a hit you know?" said chanyeol who read the article.

"you're underrated me yeol ah... of course I'll make it, afterall, it's a duet with k will sunbaenim and it's a ballad genre. That's our pro" I said proudly while smirking at him trough the mirror. Now It's my turn to doing my make up for today's schedule.

"yeah, right." Chanyeol said in an i-know-it tone. Aish this giant realy underestimated me, right?

"but hyunieyah, some people commented that you sing it while putting all your feelings to taeyeon noona, so, they appraise you for brought a really emotional feeling to the song. Many of netizen said they're crying while listen to your song" said chanyeol analytically.

Now, I'm fozen. Yeah, right. Reminiscing my feelings to taeyeon noona my a*s. me and taeyeon noona really just a noona and dongsaeng like everyone. That time when we caught by dispatch we just talking and pouring all of our problem about our each other relationship. That dispatch just caught picture in compromising angel. Then, our company use it to cover some problem that happen in company. That's all. And now, they're making some conclusion that this song makes me remember about taeng noona? I hope all of people in the world know that someone is not taeng noona. But, that girl with beautiful eye smile, loud voice, strong character. That girl. Her.

"yah, baek, gwaenchanha? Why suddenly you zooning out?" chanyeol shaking his big hands vigorously in front of my eye, trying to catch my attention.

"ah, ani. Nan gwaenchanha." I said while regaining my conscious.

"yeah, you are. Now move. It's my turn"

"okay, wah, suddenly I pity our make up artist" I said while looking at chanyeol face

"wae?"

"no matter how much they're trying to put a makeup for you, it can't cover your ugliness channie yah.. hahaha"

"yah, byun baekhyun, just wait and see after I'm done with it"

"yeah, will wait for that. But, now, I'm gonna catch some air first. Bye yodaaa..." I intentionally calling him that to put some oil in the fire. hahaha

"BYUN BAEKHYUUUUUUUN..." and, that is my clue to run before that yoda have done his makeup session.

I'm walking at this salon with blank mind. I really didn't know where I want to go, or what I'm gonna do. I just following my feet where it want to go. Until suddenly.

Bruagh

"auwh... yah, don't you use your.. omo, baekhyun ssi?" said her who suddenly crash to me.

"omo, I'm sorry bomi ssi, I didn't see where I'm walking so, accidentally crash into you" I said when I recognize her covered face.

"what are you doing here bomi ssi?" I said with a little bit hope that all of a pink come here to get their makeup done.

"ah... it is.." bomi can't complete her sentence because suddenly someone calling her name.

"yah, bbom ah... what took you so long, now it's your turn to..." she, who calling bomi frozen in her spot when she look at me.

"ah, it's my turn already? Allright, let's get back to our room, you know that unnie really hate me when I'm late for my turn right? Ah, baekhyun ssi, I'm going first. Bye.." bomi said while dragging her friends to their room. just like that girl, I'm frozen too just hearing her voice, then, looking at her face. Her beautiful face.

"now I got you byun baekhyun.. what did you call me back then hah? How dare you to call me that?" chanyeol now strangle my neck. He really want me to die just because I tease him.

"yah baek, why do you cry? Yah, your makeup will be ruined you know. Makeup noona really spending much time to do your eyeliner you know?" said chanyeol blabbing. But I don't care. That tears couldn't stop falling from my eyes.

"yah, baekhyun ah... let's go to our waiting room, don't you feel embarrassed crying in the middle of a hallway? Kaja kaja.." now, chanyeol dragging me to exo's waiting room. and, when he opened the door, our members that already done with their preparations giving us a questioning look. Chanyeol couldn't say anything because he too doesn't know what happen to me.

"baek, why are you crying. Yah, baek answer me, don't make me confused." Said chanyeol still asking me.

"I think I know why, hyungdeul" said our maknae.

"and why is it sehunnie?" said suho hyung patiently.

"it's her, right baek hyung? You saw her right?" said maknae to me which I just can answer by a weak nod.

"God, baek ah.. it's not like you, you know. If you still love her, just directly said to her. If you still like this you'll get hurt your self baek" said chen

"I don't know chen ah.. I really don't know why I'm being like this... I hurt her so much.. I can't face her anymore chen ah, what should I do? I really don't know chen ah..." I said hopelessly, and with that, my tears come out again.

My members all now keeping their silent. Neither of them know what to do to calm me down. Until one of the PD said that it was our time to went to the stage. Suho hyung, being the leader, come to me.

"can you pending your mourning for a while? We have a stage and fan to be faced. And neither of us want fan worried about your state right now. I promise after this I'll let you going anywhere until next morning. How is it?" just like that, I stopped my cry and tried to gather my stage mood. What suho hyung said is right. I didn't want fan look at me with this state. And I believe, if me and her still together, I would hear her nagging of what should we do in front of our fans.

Finally after sometimes, I feel better and get my makeup ready. Suho hyung then pat my back to encouraging me. And I just give him a weak smile.

When we on the way to the stage, we happen to pass A Pink waiting room. I couldn't help myself not to peek a little at a wide opened room. there I could see and hear her laughter. Then, so sudden, my mood seem brighter. Ah, I wish she would laugh like that for me. If she did, I'm sure I'll feel much much much better.

Her

"eunji yah, mian. I don't know I'll meet him while going outside. Suddenly I bump into him. And he asking me what I'm doing here. And before I could answer him you came, and I really don't know what to do and I, and I, eunji yah, mianhae..." bomi try to explain herself about what happen earlier.

I know, it is just an accident, but I don't know why, just looking at him again, makes my defence wall that I build for months broke into pieces. My mind then play all of our memories together. From the happy one, to our sad one. The saddest was when he left me. Alone. In that apartment.

"gwaenchanha bbom ah.. jinjja gwaenchanha. Me too didn't know he'll be there." I smile reassuringly at her.

"jinjja?" I just nod at her. "arasseo, ah, eunji yah, should we drink tonight?" bbom try to cheer me up.

"I know bbom-ah... yah.. you know tomorrow I'll have a schedule.." said me while pouting.

"aah.. preparation for your debut right? Appa yaa.. eodireulgoya.. dangsineun maeumchorom salseuisseulkka~~~" bbom try to sing my debut song.

"yah yah yah.. geuman geuman geuman. You'll leak it to other if you keep on singing."

"arasseo eunji nim..."

"yah bbom... where were you? Don't you see the other members already done with their preps? Ppali iriwa.. let's get your makeup done right now. Aigo.. you're lucky you have pretty face and fair skin, if not, I can't promise I'll get your makeup done in time" I just can smirk at my best friend hear makeup unnie nagging. And her, with sheepy smile went to that unnie trying to stop her nagging.

As I sit on the couch, maknae approach me with a concern look.

"unnie.."said her try to start the conversation.

"wae maknae yah?" I answered and smile at her

"I know what happen earlier" that stopped me from training my voice.