A Second Chance

chapter 1

Him

I don't know why I'm here again. The place where my happiest and saddest memories happen. The place where I used to live with her.

I open the door just to see a thick of dust covering all over furniture in every room. My steps suddenly stop at the living room, where she used to wait for me with her beautiful eye smile after a long day practicing and recording. How I miss that day, when both of us really happily in love with each other. Then my feet started to move itself to the kitchen room, where she used to cook for me in every chance we get together. I smile remembering how nervous she was waiting for me to taste her cook. Suddenly my eyes look at a door. A door to bed room. our bedroom. Where we used to have a heart to heart talk, kidding around, and doing many things together.

"ah, I shouldn't come here in a first place. I just wasting my precious free time for adding a wound to my heart" said to myself. Then I took a last glance to the living room and stopped at a picture, our picture, smiling happily to the camera. I still remember, that picture was taken at Busan, that girl's hometown, when both of us have a schedule there and managed to sneaking from the others. Ah, I really wish I could turn back the time.

" yah, baek where are you from? Manajer hyung really panicked when he couldn't reach you all day long." Chen greeted me just when I come to dorm.

"wae? You know already if I'm on my precious free time I don't want anyone disturb it, right?" I defend myself from his nagging. Jinjja I'm just coming home for goodness sake.

"but you always can tell us where are you spending your 'precious free time' you know?" haish this overprotective guy really something.

"arasseo arasseo, will do it next time. By the way, why manajer hyung try to reach me?" I try to differ the conversation. I really not in the mood to hear his nagging.

"aish this guy. Manajer hyung tried to inform you that tomorrow you have a meeting with CEO for a SM Station project. Seems you will have to sing for this project."

"aah, allright. What time is the meeting?"

"molla, just call manajer hyung. He must really happy if you call him right now" said chen while smirking at me. I just "tch" in response to his smirk. Then I feel he is staring at my hand. Actually the thing that I held all along.

"ouh, baek, I think I know where you're going before" I see his face change from smirking to giving me a concern look.

"you know baek, it's good to reminiscing the past sometimes, it can make you learn your mistakes or giving you happiness. But, it's not good if you living in past, baek." I just can smile to hear his statement.

"I know, chen, I know. Anyway, will go to my room first. I want to make someone happy by calling him. Goodnight chennie.." I said by winking at him which, of course he replied with a disgust look.

After locking the door of my room, I stared at a thing that I was holding. "if I can, I really want to live in the past with you babe.." I said caressing her face at the picture.

Her

"unnie... ppalli ireona... chorong unnie really angry now, we're really late for our schedule. Unnie.. ireona jebal.."

"aish hayoung-ah.. can you please calm a bit down? I'm in a date with Insung oppa now..."

"yah. Busun dateu unnie, and why Insung oppa? Why not baek..."

"arasseo arasseo I'm awake. Happy, now, move, I'll go to bathroom to get ready. You. Tell chorong unnie I'll ready in fifteen min." I said cutting maknae from saying that name.

"aish why she need to mention that name when I have a really nice dream with insung oppa just now"I said and started to getting ready myself.

"unnie.. mianhae, it was really an accident that name slipped away from my mouth. Forgive me unnie.." said hayoung to me when I came to living room all ready to go. How can I angry with her if she put that puppy face?

"aish how can I angry at you maknae yah... gwaenchanha..." I smiled reassuring her. Then we smiling together.

"so, let's go?" said chorong unnie looking at all member that ready to go.

"let's go..." said all of us in unison.

"uwah, daebak... sm station will release a new single. And this time is ballad." Said naeun reading an article in her phone.

"jinjja unnie? Who'll sing it?" said namjoo curiously.

"it's k will ssi with... " naeun stopped a while to look at me.

"what's with that face naeun ah? You make me feel nervous so sudden" I said brushing off my bad feeling.

"that's k will ssi, with your ex unnie" said naeun. She is avoiding to mention his name. he who broke my heart into pieces.

"aah.. he will sing a ballad this time. His voice indeed really match to ballad genre right?" I said in a cheery voice. Trying to cheer the gloomy aura that come when naeun said the news. Trying to assure them that I really have move on and anything about him didn't affect me at all.

"I envy him... I really want to have a duet with gold voice of k will sunbaenim" said namjoo slightly pouting.

"yah is it possible? He is in a different company with us, and not like sm, we rarely collaborating with artist from another company" said bomi try to tease namjoo. And we all laugh when namjoo pout more.

"girls.. time to pose together..." said manajer oppa stopping us from kidding around like usual.

"eunji-yaahh... shall we drink tonight?" said bomi hugging me.

"tomorrow I'll have a morning schedule bbom-ah... mian." I apologize. I know she ask me for a drink to let me pour all of our problem. She know that today, everyone seems trying to make me remember about him.

"hahaha... gwaenchanha chingu yaah.. I bet you already know what I mean right. No matter happen, I'll always beside you okay?"

"what can I do without you bbom-ah..." I said while hugging her so tight.

"yah, jeong eunji, yoon bbom. Can you please concentrate a bit? The photographer is explaining the concept now" here we go... the nag of mama rong. Me and bomi just chuckled and try to listen what the photographer said.