K-Pop One Shots

Hate (Listen from LEGEND) pt.1

I hate him. I hate him with every fiber of my body, because he made me the girl I'm now. I used to be the kind of girl loved by everyone, because of my bright personality and I had many friends. I was a little bit chubby, but that's cute, my boyfriend told me everyday. I liked to go out with my friends, I liked going shopping with them, styling up and going to the disco.

Thats all over now, I rarely go out, I only do so if I'm being dragged to a party by my closest friends, the other 'friends' already left me. I'm working fulltime to pay the rent for my small flat.
Now I'm more kind of a loner, only with a few close friends and I lost much weight, now I'm really thin, but not that kind of that it would affect my health.
It's all because of Lee Seung Tae, known as Listen, we met each other at the first year of high school and soon after we began dating, they all said we were made for each other, but now I know we were not.

It all ended at the prom of high school, one of the nights supposed to be one of the best in your life. That was what I always thought.

We got our certificates and the headmaster held his speech, after that music started playing. Listen took my hand: "Can I have this dance (y/n)?" My cheeck began to blush and all I could do was nod my head, he wrapped his arm around me, placing his hand at the small of my back. While we danced, I thought to myself, that I could be really grateful that he is so patient with me, because till now I wanst't ready to loose my virginiy, he told me he would wait for me until I feel ready. As we danced he looked deep into my eyes, his lips coming closer to mine.
(han georeum closer nae mam han ppyeom closer to you ^^ this song started playing in my head as I was writing this)

As I was pulled back to reality, his lips already left mine. I heard someone calling my name "(y/n)". It was my best friend Seolhyun, "(y/n) wanna take a short break and meet up with the other girls for a little bit?" I looked at Listen, he nodded his head with a smile "Sure go, have fun with your friends, I'm going to catch off with Jiho and the guys they're already headed to the bar, let's meet there again later." He kissed my cheek and left. I turned to Seolhyun "Let's go the girls are waiting." "This guy really loves you (y/n), he looks at you with so much love in his eyes. If you two are going to marry, I want to be your bridesmaid." "Hey slow down a little bit, were together since high school started, but thoughts like that are a bit too rushed." but that my bestfriend thought of us like that, sure made me happy.
We headed to the lounge, were the others waited, for Seolhyun and me. We talked about everything, about how life is going to change, now that high school is over. Some of us going to collge, others like me started working. We made sure that we will not stop the contact between us, just because we're going different ways.
As we were happily talking and tried to matchmake the single girls in our group, we walked through Seouls illuminated streets in the night, having fun and laughin. We entered the bar we were going to meet up with the guys. As suddenly Seolhyun tried to catch my attention, but it was too late, I saw him kissing with a blonde girls I never saw before.
I was frozen to the spot, as he looked in my direction,not stopping to kiss the girl, he gave me a devilish look. Then he walked up to me saying "Sorry, now you caught me, I didn't want for you to see this so soon, not that you saw it, it's over" He laughed at me "You really thought I would be that honorable nice guy and waiting for you to be ready? You let me waiting for too long (y/n), but Jessi is more willing to please me." He wraped his arm around her and left me dumbfounded, with my mouth agape, the words he said felt like a slap in my face, as I felt a tear slowly trickle down my cheeks.

I turned around and stormed out of the bar leaving the nightlife streets as fast as possible behind me. As I arrived my home I shut the door threw my highheels in the corner and took of the red dress, that I wore. I curled myself up under the sheets and stayed for the next two weeks in my flat. I spent my time with crying, eating sleeping and Seolhyun kickin my ass, to forget about him and not let this affect my life. After some days my tears stopped, there were no more left for this guy, Seolhyun was right, he isn't worth any tear I cried. And hate stardted to spread trough my whole body and replaced the love, that I felt for him inside of me. It was such a pure hate, I started asking myself how I was even able to love him. But I was able to smile again, thanks to my best friend Seolhyun.
Seoulhyun stayed at my home for the time being, because she worried about me, not going outside, she bought food and made sure I don't do anything stupid, she pulled me out of my dark circle and brought me back to life.
Now I'm the girl he made me and I hate it, but since that day I never felt like going to the disco or bar with friends nor going shopping and styling myself up. I just don't spent that much time on my make up, now I mostly use just cc cream, mascara and sometimes blush, but nothing more. I feel like it's not worth my time and when I'm working at the café I don't have to make myself look good, for the customers. And dating was out of my mind for the time being.
One afternoon Seolhyun called me "(y/n) I'm coming over, take a shower and wait till I come. And don't ask why, just do it! Bye" This could only mean she want to go bring me along with her going to a party, pulling me out of my loner life mode.
(Somehow this sounds weird, but at the moment I wasn't able to find a better word for it xD)
So I did, as she told me, because there was no getting away from it, if she made up her mind, and I waited for her. As the doorbell rung I opened and hugged my best friend. She brought some big and heavy looking shopping bags along "Seolhyun are you planning on moving in or what is it that you brought with you?" I asked her jokingly, a smile forming on my lips. "No, but you are going to the club with me, if you don't I tie you up and drag you there. And because I know you, I bought a dress for you and make up, today we are going to meet with the others enjoying ourselves. I know that you aren't into going out since that asshole broke up with you, in the worst way possible, but there are so many other guys waiting for a nice and sweet girl like you. This whole thing happened three years ago, now you're 22 in the middle of life and still thinking about this old story, now forget it already! All goodthigs are three, so now is the time to get over it." "Okay Seolhyun, I don't let this thing get to me anymore, I'm leaving it behind. Let's go." We made ourselves ready, and I really began to look forward to it. I'm so over it.

That is it ^^ I'm so happy I made it, hope you like it.
Part 2 coming soon.