MiniZerk was always real..

I'm fine..

*A little bit shorter than my last one* *A little sad*

SIMON'S P.O.V
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An hour went by and I heard a knock at my bedroom door, it was Josh.
A silent minute went past until Josh finally spoke up and said,
"Hey uh we did the video without you, hopefully you're okay with that?"

Hopefully I'm okay with that? That's all he says?

I was frustrated so I didn't say anything, hoping he left after he realised I wasn't going to say anything, but instead he sighed and sat on my bed,
"Simon, what's wrong with you? You're always like this when Freya is over. I know you're not angry at me."
Josh sounded a little annoyed this time.
I wasn't doing anything to make this any better so I made up something.
"Nothing's wrong, she just comes over on my bad days, I'm fine."
I'm fine? Am I really fine though?
I hated lying to Josh but he wouldn't understand, he Dosen't question his sexuality, he Dosen't get jealous because the person he may love has a girlfriend, he Dosen't know how I feel..at all..

"Oh okay, I get it." Ugh "Well if you need anything, I'm always here okay?"
I turned around to see him with a worried look on his face.
"Yeah I know, thanks" I weakly smiled at him, he smiled back.
"No problem, bro"
After that he got up and left.
Bro..ugh. Freya Dosen't appreciate him like I do, he's so nice, hot as fuck and he just cares so much For his friends...especially me. Ugh, even if he was gay I wouldn't deserve him, Freya deserves him more than me and I hate how true it is...but it's okay

I'm fine.
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Hey guys! I'm sorry for being harsh on Freya, she's lovely really! I hope you enjoyed this chapter! I will try to do another one very soon! I appreciate all the support on this so far! BYEEEE!