Lauren Jauregui Imagines

I'm Only Human: Part One

       “Y/N are you crazy? What's killing yourself going to help? There are people here on this earth that do care about you!"

       “Like who?!" The weary hazel eyed girl cried, her voice cracking from the under usage. “What people on this earth give a damn about my well being? Nobody cares an it isn't gonna change. Nobody loves me Lauren!"

       “I do Y/N! I love you, I'm in love with you! God you're so blind to what's been right in front of you all this time. Hints go unnoticed and flirting with you is like talking to a brick wall. Look, I'm sorry for yelling at you. I didn't mean to upset anymore than than you already are. Just please, don't do this. You don't understand how much pain you would've put me through knowing I was too late."

       And then Lauren did the unthinkable. She kissed Y/N. The hazel eyed girls lips tasted of salty tears and a faint cherry ChapStick. Still, they were so soft and plump that Lauren almost forgot to pull away to breathe. Kissing Y/N wasn't as gross as everyone had made it out to be. In fact, they'd be begging for more if they had the chance.

       “W-why d-did you do t-that?" Y/N asked, her body numb with a tingling sensation that had been caused by the gorgeous woman in front of her.

       “Because you oblivious cutie, I love you. I'm in love with you, I've always hid it in fear that you didn't feel the same but, I don't know. I guess when I saw what you were about to do, I had to act fast. Can I ask you something?"

       Y/N couldn't really find much else to say, so she settled for nodding, and allowed Lauren to throw away the pills she'd tried to ingest. She sat on her comforter near Lauren and waited for the green eyed girl to gather her thoughts.

       “Her cheeks are cute when they're flushed like this." Y/N thought. She subconsciously moved closer and without thinking kissed Lauren's blushing cheeks. However the good feeling she got vanished when Lauren flinched and touched her cheek as if she'd been slapped.

       “I-I'm sorry! I-I won't d-do it a-again." She didn't even have time to react when Lauren bent down and straddled her waist, connecting their lips in a rush of lust and love. Y/N had never felt this wanted and loved before. The goddess on top of her was making her feel all sorts of emotions that she normally never felt. But Lauren felt and knew what it all meant.

       “I wanna show you just how much I love you tonight. Is that okay?"

       “W-what about my s-sister and y-your friends?"

       “Not invited. Not now, not ever.
Let me know if you feel uncomfortable with anything." Y/N wasn't experienced like your regular virgin. She knew the basics of sex thanks to Sex Ed, but other than that, she was about as clueless as a newborn.

       “A-are we g-going to have... s-sex?" Her lips curved to a frown when Lauren shook her head and uttered a small ‘no."

       “Not just sex. I believe making love would be a more relatable term. Is that okay?" This time Y/N kept quiet and simply nodded, watching Lauren's every move as she gently pushed her back onto the bed.

       “I-I've never d-done — "

       Lauren smiled down at the adorable girl beneath her and kissed her, still wanting to feel the softness of her lips and less of the nonsense she always spoke about herself.