I am actually very depressed.
I think im emo
Half my friends were emo
The other half were nerds and girls.
I went to mississippi and my depression got worse.
I was causing trouble with my aunt and the next week she gets in an accident and has 13 seigers.
Its like everytime i get happy something bad happens.
I used to cut
And i tried to kill myself 4 times
Ive tried to kill 3 people
I hate people
But i love people
I just dont get life
Dont say i need jesus cuz im atheist now. Im scared of death.
I was born in a christian family and i was looking forward to heaven then it hit me god wasnt real. Science proved everything for me.
I dont like anger cuz i want to be happy always.
Alright then i hate my life
Do you.
