I'm Sorry Ok? (Ashton Irwin)

Chapter 1

I feel my heart drop when i walk into school and see everybody staring at me. I try not to think about it but everywhere I go I see people talk and stare. I know they'd be talking about how fat I am or about how I have scars on my body. I keep walking until I see my best friend Aria. She's the only one that's stuck around and the only one I let my guard down to because I trust her and I know she wont spill my secrets.

(H-Hazel A-Aria)

H: "Hey"
A: "Hey"

I look at Aria who's smiling and think why can't I be happy and then I look at her and realize that she's perfect, she's pretty, she doesnt have ugly scars on her body and she's skinny she's everything I'm not. I sigh and pull my sleeves down making sure no one saw my scars and I see Aria looking at me.

A: "Did you cut again?" I nod and look down as she hugs me but I dont hug her back.

H: "I'm Sorry" Aria sighs and looks at me.
A: "Did your mum yell at you again?" I nod and shut my eyes tightly as I feel tears coming on.
A: "What'd she say?"
H: "I don't wanna talk about it"
Aria nods and then the siren goes indicating that we have class. We walk to class in silence and when we get into class we see that we have two new students. Aria and I take seats in the back corner of the class while the teacher introduces them.

(T- teacher L- Luke C- Calum)

T: "Ok class today we have two new students.

The blonde tall one waved and I felt my heart melt as I looked him up and down. He was wearing black skinny jeans with a black top and a red flannel over the top he looked so hot and his lip ring made him look 10 times better.

T: "This is Luke" she points to the tall blonde one.
T: "And this is Calum" I look at the tall tanned boy and my heart stops for a bit. He was wearing an oversized white shirt with black skinny jeans and his hair was messed up a bit but looked perfect with the outfit. I wonder how these two boys can be so hot when my thoughts are interrupted by the teacher.

T: "You two can go sit next to Hazel and Aria" I start panicking a bit as they nod and walk over to us.

C: "Hey I'm Calum and this is Luke"

I smile awkwardly and look at my desk. God you cant be anymore awkward can you Hazel. I look at Aria who is talking to Calum.

L: "Not much of a talker are you?" I see Luke sit down next to me and I look at him and smile a bit.

H: "Not really no" Luke smiles and i feel myself melt for a second.

L: "Me either"
H: "Really?" Luke nods and grabs a book and pen out of his bag. I open up my book and tap my pen on it nervously. Luke looks over at me.

L: "Can you please stop that?" I nod and mumble a sorry. He just nods and smiles. Calum then sits down next to Aria and they keep talking. I fidget with my sleeves not sure what to say to Luke and I think he can tell.

L: "So what's ur name gorgeous?" I look at him and raise and eyebrow.

H: "What'd you just call me?"
L: "Oh well um I called you gorgeous" he scratches the back of his head awkwardly and I chuckle a bit.
H: "Well I'm Hazel" He nods and smiles.
L: "Nice to meet you Hazel"
H: "Nice to meet you Luke" he smiles and puts his hand out to shake mine and I hesitantly take it and shake his hand.

Class ends pretty quickly after that and I grab my things before heading off to my next class with Aria. As we walk to class Aria tells me abouthow hot Luke and Calum are and that her and Calum really hit it off. I just nod and smile while I keep walking. Once we get to class we take a seat in the back corner like normal and chat waiting for class to start. class starts and ends pretty quickly and before you know it it's time to eat. Aria and I walk onto the oval and see Luke and Calum with two other boys. They call us over and we walk up to them smiling.

C: "Hey girls" He smiles and looks us covering his eyes from the sun

A: "Hey"

I wave awkwardly as I look at the boy wearing a bandana, along with an ACDC tank top and some black skinny jeans. He has light brown hair with what seems like some blonde streaks and I feel my heart beat faster as he looks at me. I look away quickly and blush.

L: "Come sit down"

Aria sits next to Calum and I sit in between Luke and a guy with red messy hair. He's wearing a black tank top with ripped skinny jeans and he has an eyebrow piercing that suits him really well. I start getting butterflies as I sit with them wondering why they'd wanna talk to someone like me.

L: "Hey has was your class?" I shrug

H: "It was alright how was yours?" He shrugs

L: "It was alright I liked First session better tho"

H: "Oh why?" he looks at me and rolls his eyes

L: "Because I met two pretty awesome girls" I smile and then look at Calum and Aria flirting hopelessly. I chuckle a bit and rolls my eyes at them.

H: "God they're so bad at flirting" Luke chuckles and so does the red haired boy

L: "Oh shit sorry this is Michael and the one being an anti social twat is Ashton"

I chuckle a bit and look at Ashton as he just scrolls through his phone god he was hot. Luke looks at me and then leans in whispering in my ear "you know he doesn't bite". I freeze and look at Luke who's smirking along with all the others. I blush and look at my sleeves. Shit they caught me staring. They all chuckle a bit and Michael looks at me.

M: "Come on guys it not Ashtons fault that Hazel finds him attractive" I punch Michael in the arm and get up quickly before I quickly walk off. Aria comes after me and stops me in my tracks.

A: "Hazel don't stress they were just joking"

H: "Yeh well it's not a joke he probably thinks I'm a creep" I sigh and look at the ground

A: "He had his headphones in and was on his phone he wouldn't of even heard" she reassures me and I nod before we walk back to the boys.

M: "I'm so sorry Hazel I was only joking" I shrug and look at him

H: "Whatever you're just jealous that I find him more attractive then you" I instantly regret what I said and look back at Ashton

Ash: "Who could you find more attractive then Mikey?" he asks and I melt at the sound of his voice. I look at him and blush awkwardly as he smirks showing his dimples and I scream on the inside but keep my cool on the outside.

H: "Luke duh" Luke raises his eyebrow at me and smiles as I blush looking at the ground

L: "Of course I'm more attractive then Mikey" Luke smiles and Michael glares at him and I just smirk while Ashton just shrugs

the siren goes and I go to my last class. Nothing special happened and it was over pretty quickly. After school I go to Arias and we talk about the boys and then we eat watch some Netflix and go to sleep.

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