Underneath My depression

The problem of me.

Don't you just love someone so much you want to be with them, but they're with someone else? And you want to hate them, but you find you can't because they are literally better than you. Stable, male, healthy and mentally stable. And then you really can't, because you know they're better for her. Sorry I just wanted to get this out. I feel like a wrong in the world. I feel so emotionless. I feel like nothing not only compared to him but to everyone else. I could probably explain why a random stranger on the street is worth more than me. I feel stupid it's all my fault. Never mind.