Not Throwing Away My Shot

{2}

{Sansa's P.O.V.}

I woke up the next morning. I saw the TV clock. Eleven o'clock. I was really late for school. I threw the blanket off of my legs that had placed on top me of me. Then I realized I was at Jazzy and Anthony's place. I began to remember the previous night. Why would they want me? I doubted this would work out.

Just then Jasmine came down stairs, "Oh, Sansa you're awake." She smiled. "Yeah," I nodded with a small smile in return. "How'd you sleep?" She continued the conversation. I shrugged, "Actually pretty well."

"That's good," she smiled. "So today, Anthony and I have a show, yesterday was dead day. We want to take you and introduce you to the rest of the cast." She said with a smile. "I guess."

She gave me a hug, "Hey don't worry, they're all really great. You'll love Pippa and Renee and Lin and Daveed." She said with smile. I wrapped my arms around myself and pulled my legs up to my chest. I wasn't going to say anything but I didn't have any clothes to wear with me or anything like that.

"Hey, don't worry about it. You'll be just fine, once we get some breakfast I'll let you borrow some of my clothes. Anthony left to get us some breakfast." I nodded with a small smile, "Sounds good, and Jazzy thank you so much for everything." She smiled, "No problem."

In a few minutes Anthony came in, he kissed her on the cheek with a small smile. She smiled hugging him. They were so cute. After she released him we sat and ate. He had brought us a donut each, and me a vanilla bean frappacino. "I didn't know what you like.." He said offering the Starbucks drink to me with a smile.

"I like pretty much all Starbucks drinks." I responded eating breakfast. He laughed, "Good to know."

After breakfast Anthony had to go somewhere. Jazzy wouldn't tell me where though. "Hey, why don't I call Pippa and Renee over and we can go out to the mall?" I gave her a small nod, "That sounds fun, but I really don't need that many clothing items." Jasmine's laughed, "Try telling them that."

I rolled my eyes and after a moment she tossed her phone on the couch, "Now let's go see if we can find something of mine for you to wear today." I shook my head, "You don't have to." She rolled her eyes, "I want to."

She gently dragged me into her and Anthony's room. She opened her closet and we began to go through stuff. I had a small frame than she did so it took a while to find something that would fit. I ended up wearing black leggings and long sleeve mint green shirt with a pocket and the vineyard vines logo.

Then I borrowed Jasmine's hair brush and ran it through my hair. I looked ok I guess, see I loved makeup and in this past foster home it was pretty much an unspoken commandment that I got little to nothing. Occasionally I'd get to go see a movie or eat out or something but that had only happened like once.

By that time Pippa and Renee had arrived. I was introduced to each of them, they seemed really nice. Pippa was eager to get going, "Let's hurry up."

On the way to the mall I talked a bit, I was pretty quiet overall unless I was performing then I became another person. "So should we listen to some music?" Renee asked. Jasmine looked to me, "Sure." I shrugged.

"Any radio stations in particular?" I sighed softly before speaking, "Alternative and Indie Pop stations are my favorite." Pippa smiled, "I don't listen to a lot of alternative music but I do listen to Lana Del Rey." I gave her a genuine smile. "Lana is a queen, oh my god. And Halsey and Marina and the Diamonds." I said beginning to geek out. Then I stopped myself.

Control by Halsey came on. One of my favorites. I started singing along.
"I'm bigger than my body, I'm colder than this home I'm meaner than my demons I'm bigger than these bones and all the kids cried out please stop you're scaring me, I can't help this awful energy.." I pretty much sang on until the end.