You were just the best,
Never the second in the rest.
Always ahead of them all,
I always wandered why you chose me besides them all.
As the race ran through I learned to fall,
But falling wasn't a simple thing as I also learned that you won't catch my all.
All my life I know I'm not the best,
And I realized that I can't have the first among the rest.
You knew I'm scared to be rejected all along,
You tried to not say it for long.
But no matter what you say or do,
The second choice, just can't be first no matter what you do.
The race is fair and just.
Your just not for me now, I can jest.
I was so scared in rejection all this time,
That I learned to be scared of you more than thine.
It hurts to see, that you can't pick me.
But it's fine.
It's damn alright.
Maybe someday, I'll find someone who can pick me in a heartbeat this time.
