I never would have thought that feelings could be thrown in the air . I accidentally caught that . As you walk out the door , Life with out you has no reason . You make me the happiest and could make me the saddest. Sorry my emotions are bubbly I could never have the chance to say it . But , I love you . Back were we left off help you take your dress off I have been by my self remembering you . Your body hurts me , all your bitterness stays so sweet . It's such a cruel world saving all my love for you . Maybe I found something good . My light of this dark world I choose .
I sprint faster and faster avoiding the flashing dark lights the people pulling towards me .I push what's in my way, this world I finally see what's the light of my dark world .I run towards it the darkness .I stumble at the close door at the gate . I get down on my knees pounding the door . My tears running down my face wanting to punch my self for being such an idiot . She was my bright light my sunshine , how I hated her for bringing me a smile in my face . How could I have been so stupid this world really got me in its hands . My world got darker surrounded and ready to surrender.
The lights flashing she grabs my hand tighter and pulls on towards my arm . She tells me to hurry . As I walk out towards the dark black car . I being a gentleman and walk her in first and close the door . The lights shine on the mirror of our dark car . We show our love with a kiss as they flash away . The man in the dark suit got them off and we drive away In the dark street . She let goes of my arm , and fixes her lip stick . I reach over for her hand and she moves it away .
" how do I look? "
" beautiful "
She smiles " tell me something I don't know sweetheart "
I go over and kiss her on the check she smiles " so I was thinking we could go out to eat right at this new restaurant it's pretty close by "
" darling that sounds so wonderful , but I have a shoot in an hour for the new fashion line for PINK"
" babe you have been pretty busy for the past few weeks come on " I say she slips her hand in my shirt and moves her lips on my ear .
"But I will be home at night to keep you company babe " she says .the car stops outside of the building she kisses me on my neck and walk out .
I get a phone call from my manager asking me to meet him at my home . I ask the driver to my home to drive me off . I have been dating Gigi for a while . She is a wonderful person she seems to help me in my way to my career what else would I have asked for . I walk out as the driver stops . And walk past the flashing lights in my way towards my apartment. I open the door and I see my manager on my sofa with my bottle of champagne and some wine glasses .
" my boy you really made it this time " he says as he hands me a glass
" what's this all about " I say with a smile he opens the bottle of champagne he poses it on my cup .
" my boy you reached number one in the charts in ten countries so far in just one single " he says in excitement well pillow talk was the single I have realized before my album like other artist do its how the instries work.
" wow really I just released the song two days ago " I say I feel the excitement my solo career is succeeding faster then I thought maybe this could work . He takes a drink of the champagne
" yes Zayn your going to be the new face of the generation, you beat the top albums off the chart , I got to say you leaving that band has been paying off good " he says as he surveys more champagne on his glass .
It's been a couple of months since my resignation of one direction . Best five years of my life couldn't have asked for more but the management I didn't much enjoyed I wanted to start my own career the way I want it to be runned .
" aye ,why the long face Zayn this is what you have been waiting for " he says as he pats my back and make a Toast " Z016 " he says I smile " oh that's a really good trend I will get started on that the fandom will like that " .
" Z016 " I say as I take a drink of my champagne . The past is in the past Z016 is rising my age to rise . I couldn't wait to share my news with Gigi . I texted her telling her I have exciting news of my career . She sends me a smiley face emoji .
" listen Zayn now we have more work to do , new merch , album , TV appearances and concerts , and even tour " he says that's sounds all great and very exciting but I am not sure if I was ready to head out to public by my self all my career I was all ways confident with my boys around to help my back .
" sounds like a lot of work for one man Mike " I say maybe this can slow him down at his ideas .
" your right now that gives me another idea , listen Zayn I have to get going alright call you soon , oh .. And don't forget to pick up the Miss alright bye " he says as he closes the door behind him .
I take a seat at my sofa and start to think of my career how I need to get over my anxiety, my life with Gigi , my fans , and my family . I send a car out for Gigi as I diced to take a smoke outside and I wasnt to anxious to leave . My eyes bright red is how I like it the only spark that I see is my cigarette the small bright light . Take me away every puff I take is my remade to erase my thoughts .i close my eyes as I lay back in the sofa . I feel her hands wrapped around me she puts out my air . And lays on my chest I go over and open my eyes and saw her face and got inspired .
