Jasper And Bella A New Love

chapter 12

Jasper POV

We're all starting to understand things more and we're all looking forward to the fact that we could put the whole cheating incident behind us and move forward as a family somehow

Bella - baby you keep it seems like you're lost in thought I just came back from work and I noticed you're thinking strangely there

Jasper - just thinking that we need to forgive everybody you know I mean we can't go holding a grudge against Alice and Edward Can Only Hold one against him because he was being played by a fool like the rest of us then he found out after the truth just like we did and that's how him and I Alice ended up together because we were meant to be she had to play us for fools because she was being mean to do someone else's bidding because they have her son I still can't get over the fact that she's been put through this hell and I'm wondering if we'll ever be able to find her son for her

Bella - well we all decided that we were going to forgive them anyway in that they're moving back here and be proud family again now that we understand what's going on which is good because I really do think renesme still needs her father in their life so we're getting along and everything that for her sake and stuff and you're doing great with her which is good and you are all going through a lot of stuff right now but we'll get through it and you're right we should help Allison find your able to

I can't believe this you treated me and I was glad that she did to tell you the truth it's hard to believe everything that's going on I know one thing though with everything that has happened and since me and Bella her actual needs to know one thing's for sure that I love her everyday more and more that's a pretty bad way to find out though just the same like you keep it having to go back to that I mean don't get us wrong we did love her other half's we had before but we just didn't know that we were being played for fools. Funny thing is that we know  Edward can read minds but he was playing for a full two because I would always think of something different to keep him out of thoughts none of us knew what was really going on with her but now we know that she was doing this for a reason which we understand that that's why he forgave her because I mean when you have a child involved you would do anything to protect them

Rosalie-( walks into the room) just wondering how you guys are holding up with everything now that we know the truth about everything that happened oh by the way there's another reason why I came in Edwards on the phone he wants to talk with Renesmee

Bella - yeah that's fine he can talk to his daughter whenever he wants so I mean I'm not going to stop him from seeing her he is a good father and everything to her you just gotta do it like the rest of us

So what that she left to go out and find Renesmee and me until I kept on talking about what we're going to do when they came back to live there because we now have agreed to forgive them and treat them like family again because we know the whole truth but we really wanted to do something so she doesn't have to feel like she has guilt anymore we're talking about that is we definitely want to try and find her son so she can finally be free of the clutches was hanging over her

Jasper - looking forward to seeing them again baby so we can be a family again with everybody because you even though it hurts what happened between us and relationships with them you still want them their lives somehow my name is always been there for us and we've always been there for them I mean we are angry for quite a bit but now that we know the whole story or like you said if it was Renesmee in danger and you would do the same thing when you

Bella - and her grandmother would do everything in their power to keep your child safe that's what they're supposed to do

Jasper - unless they turn out to be a cold-hearted b**** you wouldn't care about their children but other than that if they absolutely cared and loved their children they would do anything so I could see where you're coming from so you know I understand more why she did everything to try to save her son let's just hope we can still find her kid from what we know he's still just being held hostage I mean he is part human part vampire so he should survive eventually everything you should come out the way it's supposed to be right

Everything is good I just pray and hope that they do everything the right way when they come back to live here because yes I will not look at it as we used to have I love my wife anymore but I will look at her now as a sister and the same way but I will when it comes to her and she will look at him as a brother now but you also look at him as the father of her child as well because that would think and never change but we will work something out to be a family somehow I know everything is just coming out of the woodwork after finding out all these years Alice once had a child and couldn't say anything. Wonder how she live with the burden of that altered her life

I that I can forgive her for everything she did because I understand everything now because she's trying to protect her son she was put in a situation that she should never have been put in

Bella -hay baby I I think we both need to stop thinking about everything that's going on right now until the time comes for them to move back here and we'll work on things figured out things about her son finding him later right now I think we should just relax cuz I both you and I had a long day at work I can tell you're stressed out

Jasper - yeah you're right let's go to her room and lie down and take it easy even though we can't actually sleep we can you know do other stuff tonight I love you beautiful

Bella - I love you more Jasper