Lost Words(Keenan's Story)

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I just sat there in the corner of my bed towards the wall just thinking.I sat there thinking how they could do such things to me.

Everyone accept except them My Worlds who I loved so much just Neglect me and start abusing me behind these closed doors..my own mother and Father.They acts as if we're the perfect family outside of the house but behind these closed doors we're broken.

It only been a couple of weeks since I came out since I didnt have A long time until I move out of this hell hole.3 whole weeks of neglect and abuse from my mother and father.

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Name's Keenan Jones I just turned 18 about a couple of months ago.I already graduated but I'm debating on going to college because of my current situations.I'm a Lesbian Stem with long black curly hair with red dye going towards the end.I'm Puerto Rican and Black with a baby face I wear make-up here and there but you wont usually see me in much.

I currently came out to my parents a few weeks ago.They never put they hands on me EVER.I was so shocked that they really both beat me.I was scared for my life for once I don't scared easily and my pride is way to high for me to admit when I'm scared.I always stood up for myself and others but when it came to problem like these I be lost for words I felt weak.I came across a little letter I wrote to my self when I was debating on coming out about 6 months ago.

I don't know how to confess to my parents that I like girls...will thet accept me?Or would they neglect me?Or would they deal with it but not accept me?Will they Bash me?

I don't wanna tell them until I move out and I know I can provide for myself well enough...But still when will it ever be the right thime to do so even if I leave?

Will I keep it a secret forever or will I eventually tell them so I don't keep my girl a secret from her and have her feeling hurt?

Will they live with the fact that I like girls?Or would my worlds turn on me and become my enemy?

I just balled up the paper and threw it somewhere in my dark cold room and curled up in the corner of my bed crying.I never used to be sad even when my MeMaw died a month ago I managed to stay strong she knew I liked girls and she had no problem with it she supported me to the fullest.She's the one who told me to tell my parents even if they wasnt gonna accept me.With her being gone and my parents abusing me physically and mentally I slip into a depression stage.Even though she left me all her money I couldnt get access to it until the end of this month which is October so I'm stuck here until then

During school I was popular had alot of friends but I only depended on 2 which was Amor and Trenaden.We been bestfriends since we was 5 We never left eachothers side no matter how bad the fight was.I manage to get up to my phone and call them so I dont get to the point and start cutting myself...again.

They came 20 minutes later saying they was outside.I grabed my phone,Charger,Jacket and a few clothes.I crept to my door and open it slowly to make sure my parents was gone and I ran down the stairs when I heard a key in the door and ran to the back door and around the front towards Amors' car.I got in and she sped out my drive way.Silent was upon us and it made me quite uncomfortable but at the sane time I didnt want to speak.I looked out the window as we was riding up the rocky path of Trenadens house.It was a 2 story house its really big with a pool in the backyard and 4 bedrooms 2 and 1/2 bath.She lives here by herself so I didnt know why there was 2 cars in her drive way.I guess they seen the confused look on my face because they started laughing.

"Its my cousins car she was visting me for a little bit",Said Trenaden

I looked back at her with a blank expression on my face cause she never mention her family and this was the first person I'll ever meet that was apart of her family.

This Bitch.