Dear Diary

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  • Dedicated to Shweta Rathore
                                    

"The whole house will be at your disposal Lilly " I heard form downstairs when I was done unpacking my stuff "I'll have to leave tomorrow night"aunt Sheila said as she put the dinner on the table. I was downstairs by now "dat's fine aunt Sheila, I'll handle every thing" I said smiling "but you never have been left alone in such a big house and I feel horrible for leaving, but I have this work which can't wai......" but I cut her off "Aunt Sheila, i'll be fine nd i'll manage every thing" i said making her sit down on the chair at the dining table. She sighed "alright i'll be there whenever u'll need me, just a phone call away " "okay" i smiled at her as we ate the dinner after we finished she did the dishes while i went up to my room and took a shower I felt the warm water pouring all over my body. God!!! this house was actually too big for me i mean i did live in a castle, before leaving India and flying all the way here, but it was full of people and attendants. I never felt alone, but here i was going to feel the otherwise with nobody around. I sighed, as the past memories flushed back in my mind. I was 1 sister in four brothers and we were the royal family of a state in India I missed it all, I missed my bothers and above all i missed 'HIM'....... "huh" i sighed again shaking my head slightly to shove the memories off. I got out, dressed in my night suit and sat on my dressing table opening my dairy. I took a pen and started writing

Dear dairy, 12:30 am

Hey , so I'm here in Mystic falls

It's chilly here at night even though it's June, I usually like cold and freezing atmosphere but there is something with it that I don't like just now. Maybe, I'm just tired. I think I need to sleep and why not I just came all over from India to Virginia in America. Travelling across the world does make you tired . Aunt sheila told me that I'll have to manage on my own cause she will have to go back, she'll be leaving tomorrow night after showing me around . HUH.......... I remember last time when I left home I was 11 .............. well, practically it was not my home I'm still angry at them for hiding the truth and why not they were supposed to tell me everything............ about me ,about my mother. It was when I accidentally read aunt Isobell's dairy or else I would have never learnt that I had a mother somewhere in this big world and now here I am to find her and ask her why did she leave me, who is she, and why din't she go back to her family in India. ALL THIS IS SOOOO MESSED UP ARRRRGHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!. Ok I'm sorry, I just get frustrated............ it's happening to me since my previous birthday. Ok I know where this conversation is going I don't want to talk about this any more and this time, I'm not getting distracted. Last time It ended up badly but I'm not letting that happen again I'm gonna be more focused this time and I'm not letting my past memories.............'HIS' memories.........ruin my fresh start I'm not gonna think about 'HIM'. HE's gone and HE's not coming back, leaving me all alone. NOW I'm gonna live a new life and just LIVE it not SPEND it. I'm gonna make friends, go to school and lead a NORMAL life without all the drama in it like I used to before I was 11 and after I met my family and 'HIM' till 'HE' ...............left me. And above all I'm gonna find my mother she'll have to answer my questions. Aunt Trudie told me she was last seen here in Mystic falls. So I'm gonna search here I'm glad it's not so difficult she looks exactly like me l. Good night.

I closed it put it under my pillow and cuddling in my warm bed I tried to sleep ______________________________________________________________________________________ _____________________________________________________________________________ __________________________________________________________________

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