Kyoko's Fear: My co-star is scary. (A Skip Beat! Fanfic)

Understanding

It was getting late, Kyoko just couldn't sleep. She paced her small room, her head full of innumerable thoughts and feelings. She had just decided maybe a walk would clear her head. She turned the handle and was about to pull the door open as she heard Saya's sexy little chuckle,

"Well you had better come in then, hadn't you? We don't want to ruin both of our reputations now do we?" Kyoko caught her breath as a deep male chuckle reached her ears before the sound of a door shutting.

No it couldn't be...Ren wouldn't do that...he's a professional...

The thoughts of how Saya and Ren had been playing in the lake that day filled her senses as Kanae's words resounded in her head,

"Why not, we're not working now?"

Kyoko leant against the wall and slid down to the floor

No it can't be...you can't Ren...not with her...

Kyoko sat on the floor near the door for some time, her head in her hands as she tried to come to terms with what she had just heard.

But he is a man, he can do what he likes. Her grudges commented as they wove through her mind telling her it was for the best. She didn't need to feel this way, she could be without that feeling. Why did she need such a man in her life? Why was she bothered if he had another woman? Their persistence got louder and louder until finally Kyoko cracked inside herself. The last lock that had held the box containing her heart shut for so long was shattered, as her heart screamed out to her,

BECAUSE YOU LOVE HIM! Because I love him, I love him...

she sobbed slightly as her heart contracted. She needed a reason, she needed to know, she had to know...

Kuma...

Kyoko stood up and wiped her eyes. Placing her hand on the door handle, she pulled open the door and closed it again silently as she crept past, the two doors separating them. Her heart was thudding in her chest as she stood before Ren's door.

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Saya sat laughing chatting to Nick as Ren and Yashiro drank silently. Ren looked at Yashiro in the corner of his eye. His friend looked pale, he had heard Kanae's words as they were leaving for the bar.

"We will speak more of this later Glasses-kun!" he had watched her storm away from his friend.

"So was Kanae-san upset about the lake incident?" he asked softly as Yashiro just nodded.

"It's best to seek forgiveness, than face the tigers fangs." Ren muttered as Yashiro nodded solemnly.

"I thought I would never meet a woman more scary than your love, but it seems I was wrong." he said with a half smile.

"But isn't that what makes them so much more fascinating?" Ren stated. Yashiro smiled.

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"God yes, who hasn't ever wanted to tame a tiger?" Ren and Yashiro chuckled. Saya who had been half listening now decided it was time to speak as Kanae had instructed.

"Well I must say we have been lucky with our lovely ladies, didn't they look gorgeous today?" Nick nodded in agreement as Ren and Yashiro started to take note of their conversation.

"Oh yes, they are all very impressive, you don't see many of their quality even in the modelling world. All very beautiful in their own ways. Kanae-chan for example her face lacks nothing." Yashiro tensed but said nothing,