Only Him

He Never Notices.

Jesus. Why is he so perfect.

Niall Horan I mean.

I've had a crush on this boy since, well since I met him.

I mean can you blame me?
Look at him. LOOK AT HIM.

His eyes, his hair, his laughhhhhhh.

love me niall.

Even though that'll never happen, it's nice to dream.

But it also is kind of crazy.

I can't like him. He isn't even my friend.

My life is a mess. A sad. Loveless mess.

Speaking of friends, I only have about 4, and one of them is that dimbwad right next to him, Harry.

That's about one of the only things Niall and I have in common, we share a best friend .

Harry is sweet, funny, outgoing, and flirty. Yes you can call him a ladies man, but I like to call him a fuckboy. Yeah. thats more spot on.

But Niall. My god Niall. He has like 2 (true) friends ( which Harry is one of them) yet somehow he was the most popular guy in school, all the girls wanted him. And still he's super shy and private, I just never seem to understand why though.

Which was horrible because I (Vanessa) am pretty outgoing, and funny, but I completely hate love. What? It's not weird.

But love,oh my god it's so annoying. All that lovey dovey shit? Wastes time, you're going to end the relationship anyways. So why date? Well I hate love except for Niall. My love is only for him.

Yeah,

Only Him.

"All that love dovey shit wastes time. YOURE going to end the relationship anyways, so why date?"

That's exactly what I would tell Harry every time he told me he was talking to a new girl.

"You're such a manwhore" I would roll my eyes picking up my food tray and leading him to a table.

"Am not. I'm just a ladies man, all the girls want me" Harry began following me.

"Shut up. Name 3 girls that want you" I obliged as I sat down next to him.

"Okay, we've got Lauren, Jessica, Victoria, Amber, Joanne, Susan, Katie, the other Katie, Helen, mari- "
"Okay I get it! Damn you don't have to brag. I don't even get what those girls see in you" I interrupted.

"everything." Harry leaned in and whispered in my ear.
I leaned into his and said.
"die"
"Then you wouldn't have me, and who would want that?" Harry said pouting.

Just before I could frikin reply. Here come the perkiest girls in school Katie and Helen
"Nessa omg why would you want him to die " Katie smirked as she winked at him with Helen giggling in the back.

Katie and Helen are really nice sweet girls, but they gotta stop wasting their time on Harry, I love him but, he legit gets a new girlfriend weekly. That little man ho.

"I was just joking my god Katie" I said awkwardly laughing.
"You were joking eh?" Harry said to me.
"Yes I was joking, can't you take a joke?" I sassily replied.
"well damn nessa chill."
"I am chill. " this little bitch -.-
And just before he could reply the bell rang.

RIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINNNNNNNNGGGGGG

"NESSA?"
"NESSA!"
"WHAT, DAMN?"
"It's time to go to our next class, you were daydreaming again"
"Oh FR? Yassssssssss 5th period is litttt"
"Never say that again."

This is Victoria , this is one of my three best friends, she's harrys ex, but who isn't to be honest? Her being his ex is kind of how I got to meet him, but that's for another chapter ;)

ANYWAYS
I packed up all my school shit in my bag and got up to go to my next class, me being the slow ass turtle I am apparently took forever because by the time I looked up there was no one but Niall in the classroom. Great. Just great. Out of anyone in the world.

"Hey vanessa" he yelped as he grabbed his bag and began coming towards me.
"Yeah Niall?" I was obviously trying to act cool, and clearly I was failing.
"So about your show?" he asked me.

I'm in drama. The drama arts program in my school, so we have about three huge shows every year, and he apparently was talking about the Christmas show coming up next week.

"It's next week, you coming?" I looked up at him walking out of the classroom with him along with me.
"No" and he let out a chuckle, it wasn't a mean chuckle it was a "I'm just making small talk cuz I wanna talk to you" kind of chuckle. But wtf that would never happen. Look at me. I'm a legit potato.

"Oh" I said smiling and Chuckling along with him. Now this is just too much chuckling.

"See you Tommorrow" I said right after the chuckle. That awkward chuckle.

...
No reply. He was already on the opposite side of the hallway. So I just kept on going to my next class.

I saw Harry on my way over there, surrounded by chicks in insanely noticeable push up bras and too much makeup. I'm personally not about that makeup life, I only wear it for shows, but most of the time I'm all naturalllll.

He was laughing and having a great time, just as any guy would surrounded by girls. He looked up at me and mouthed "hey" obviously he couldn't speak because Katie was going on a rampage about how her brother almost ate their pet cats food. And how he was sent to the hospital. Very interesting topic if you think about it , but besides that I just waved at Harry and went about my way.

This is gonna be a great week.