Could you ever love the girl with scars?

Secrets Spilled.

Harry pulled me into a tight hug.

My sobs were muffled into his shoulder.

"Claire, I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to yell." Harry whispered into my ear

I believed him.

I just was shocked Harry would do that.

I knew exactly why Harry did that.

He was onto my anorexia.

Harry pulled me into a tighter hug.

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He let me go so i could grab my tea.

As i turned around to face the counter Harry grabbed me from behind and ticked me.

"Harry!" I giggled

He picked me up bridal style and started kissing my neck.

He placed me on the couch, in front of him as he snuggled his face into my neck.

As he flicked on the telly. I snuggled closer into him.

We fell asleep with each other snuggled closely.

Good thing my mum was gone for the weekend.

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I awoke with Harry's arms wrapped tightly around my waist.

I could tell he wasn't sleeping because i could feel him staring at me.

As soon as he saw i wasn't sleeping, he rolled me onto my back and straddled me. He leaned in and kissed me.

"Im gonna make us some breakfast, okay Babe?" Harry asked.

I nodded in agreement.

Deep down i knew i needed to start eating.

Although i hate eating.

I decided that i would start eating for Harry.

Because i loved him.

And I didn't want to ruin our relationship.

And have another thing be my fault.

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After breakfast i decided i needed to just tell Harry i had an eating disorder. I mean he would understand right?

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"Harry, i need to talk to you." i said quietly as i took his hand in mine and led him to my room.

"What is it love?" he questioned.

Although i had a slight feeling he already knew what was coming.

I laid down on my bed and Harry lay beside me.

"Harry. this is really hard for me to talk about. Because no one else knows. But i really just need to get this off my chest." I replied slowly pausing and taking a deep breath, "Harry, i have an eating disorder. Thats why i never wanted to eat food around you."

"Oh my god, Claire! do your parents know? why??" Harry looked so confused.

"No they don't know. But if you would be so kind as to come with me next weekend. I'd really like to tell my mum. I need help." i replied trying to sound confidant.

Harry kissed me on the forehead and held me there for what seemed like forever.

"I Love you Claire. You are so beautiful." Harry murmured into my ear.

"I love you too Harry"

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Harry and I cuddled on my bed for a bit.

"Oh! i was gonna make you breakfast!" Harry jumped up off the bed.

I giggled, "okay i'll just get ready Harry."

I got out of my bed and walked to the bathroom and turned on the shower.

As soon as the shower got warm i instantly got in.

In a short amount of time i was finished my shower.

I got out and grabbed a towel.

I slipped one around my body, and the other i tied my hair up with.

I walked to my bedroom, and i grabbed some undies and a bra.

I was just standing in front of my closet picking out clothes, when the door burst open.

"BREAKF-" Harry turned a deep shade of red.

"Harry!" i giggled

And chased him out of the room laughing.

As i closed the door Harry on the other side of the door was in fits of laughter, as was I.

Eventually I strolled over to my closet and picked out my neon pink chiffon shirt, and dark wash jean shorts.

As soon as i was changed i went to the bathroom to apply a light amount of makeup.

As i was grabbing out my liquid eyeliner my razor blade fell out.

I picked it up.

Turning it over on my shaking hands.

I angrily threw it in the rubbish can.

Looking at my cut up scarred wrists i burst into tears.

I knew Harry heard.

I heard him run down the hallway to come to my aid.

"Claire?" Harry questioned

I looked at him with tear stained cheeks.

I just looked at my wrists.

And he knew i was crying over my scars.

He took my hands in his.

And he kissed each one of my scars.

"Claire, why were you crying?" Harry broke the silence.

"They're so ugly."

"Shhh, no they aren't. They just prove your my little fighter" Harry whispered into my ear.

I kissed him after he said that.

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After we ate breakfast I went to my room and checked my facebook.

Message from Emilee Bromer:

"Ew you dirty skank. Stealing my man. How could you."

Message from Paris Streyer:

"Ew. you probably slept with him for money and gave him an STD. Whore."

Message from Janna Ceutlier:

"Whore."

Wow. This was not going to be an easy year.

I tried not to let it get to me. I mean they are just jealous right?

Right?

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Authors note:

Okay! So how did y'all like this chappie?? i know i know, it was kinda all over the place... but oh well! Did ya like it ??

Abbey