Shattered Thoughts

Chapter 1|| Being the New Girl

A/N ok can we just take a minute this is India Eisley she is playing Lexi Parker and I think she is so gorgeous and plays lexi well. Oh I love her... Ok back to the story hope you enjoy.

Chapter 1|| Being the New Girl

I'm laying on the ground covered with blood, only it not mine.

Laying next to me was my mom,dad,sister,and brother. I get up and run over to my mom I yell her name...

"MOM GET UP, WAKE UP" Tears take over my vision getting all blurry, and all I could think of was how this was my fault I did this to them. If only I was smarter and locked the door or something before I went to bed.
I rush over to my dad I look into his eyes they look at me with hope, but I didn't know why I just wish I was like them so I wouldn't fell so guilty about not getting hurt.

I run to my other siblings and stare at them for a few seconds I pick up my little sister and held her in my arms she was so little only 5 years old she had a life to live, but my stupidity took that opportunity away from her. My brother lifts his hand up a little for me to hold it I grab onto it and don't let go...

"NO, DON'T LEAVE ME, YOU CAN DO THIS."
He gives me a faint smile before slipping out of my hand. I felt my own brothers pulse stop in my hand

Suddenly I'm being shaked and I hear a voice yelling...
"WAKE UP IT'S A NIGHTMARE... WAKE UP YOUR OK."

I gasp awake as tears are running down my cheeks and chills running through my body. My eyes are all puffy and swollen.
"Oh thank god your ok"I hear a fimiliar voice say next to me, I look over to my grandmother who looked like she had a heart attack.My eyes widen at the sudden relization that I practically gave her a heart attack.

I look over and ask "how bad was I this time."
My grandmother replies "it was the same as usual crying and screaming wake up...no don't leave me."
I look at her with a sheepish smile and say sorry. She looks back and rolls her eyes at me before saying "get up your going to be late for your first day of school."She scrams across my bedroom and closes the door. I love my grandmother so much she took me in after the incident...and sure I might have had to travel across the United Stated to get here, but I loved her she helps with alot and does alot for me.

I roll out of my bed and hop into the bathroom for a quick shower. I then wrap the towel around my dripping wet body and and stroll to my closet so I could pick an outfit. Even though it was my first day of school I wanted to be comfy who cares about your looks when everyone already knows what you normally wear because you've gone to school with them for two years of your life... so I just pull on some black ripped skinny jeans and a grey sweater that was tight on the cuffs around it, but then got baggy on your upper arms and chest. I pair that with some plain white adidas.

I brushed through my hair and did a simple loose fishtale braid along the side of my head to fall on my shoulder. My makeup is pretty simple too, I just put on some gray eyeshadow and then put mascara on them to make my greenish blue eyes pop.

I rush down stairs when I smell the sweet smell of chocolate chip pancakes. When I take a seat at the little island in the kitchen my grandmother sits besides me and we dig into our delicious pancakes.
I look up at the clock on the wall as it reads 7:38 I look over and yell "oh my god grams I'm going to be late for my first day back." She looks up at the clock then rushes to her keys on the key holder thingy and I run to get my binder a pen and a pencil, then we both rush out the door.

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I walk into school after waving goodbye to my grandmother and watching her pull away from the parking lot, I turn around to see a rush of freshman all with confused looks on their faces I remember how confused I was last year as a freshman. As I walk through the halls I see a few senior guys talk to some girls in my grade. Others were texting and bumping into others not looking where they were going I look down at my schedule and find my locker number. It was right next to my first period class calculus,and the library which made me jump for joy a little. As I hear the big annoying bell ring everyone rushes to their first class as I walk in I notice a few other pepole in the room. The teacher was Mrs. Anderson. She had blonde hair and brown eyes she wore glasses and had a peitite old person body. I sit down in the back of the class to the left. I pull out my favorite book of all time "The Mockingbird" and start reading it for like the fourth time.

The teacher then begins the lesson so I bend the corner of my book to hold my place then put it aside. I start to zone out and think about this morning how I woke up tears rushing out of my eyes and nearly choking on them.

I snap myself back into the class when someone nudges my side and they look at me with a smirk on their face
"what do you want"I reply at this action then they point their head to the teacher who is looking at me quite aggravated.I clear my throat "sorry could you repeat that"I ask, the teacher simply replies "it would do you some good Ms. Parker if you actually paid attention, math can be very fun once you listen to it." everyone starts to laugh at this comment my blood rushing to the surface of my skin making me blush at everyone laughing at me I try to tuck myself into my warm grey sweater.

Thats when I feel something hitting me on the side of head happening over and over again and it was starting to annoy me...so I turn my head to see where this object was hitting me and right as I do another one hits me directly in the face. I hear a group of guys chuckling at this action and I knew it was them. I glare at them for the longest time until each one stopped laughing at the sight of my stare my grams always said I had a terrifying glare. I then notice it was a group of four boys they were very attractive, I can't lie one of them had blonde hair with brown at the tips of his hair and had brown eyes. There were two that looked like brothers the both had a little tint of orange in their blonde hair and thay both had blue eyes. The last one however did seem to be the most attractive in my eyes he had black hair that stuck up a little and his eyes were the most mesmerizing shade of green I've ever seen. They were also all pretty buff.

As I pack my stuff up to head to my next class I notice those four boys just sitting there watching me. I try to brush it off and head out the door to my next class, American Literature. Right when I leave those boys follow after me, then when I stopped to grab my American Literature book out of my locker I get slammed hard into it. I turn myself around to see non other than the four boys.The one who I thought was the most attractive yelled "watch it bitch there are more important people here." His friends all laugh at his comment and i notice other people staring our direction he was about 6" taller than me making him about 6'3'. All I could do was give him the satisfaction of fear in my eyes, then he walked off like nothing happened.

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A/N
Hey guys I hope you enjoyed the first chapter of Shattered Thoughts. Please wait a little while because the chapters will get longer and more juicy, but for now this was all I could write down.

Please comment any mistakes that you see or if you have any suggestions on what you think might happen next chapter.