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  Lost in my head again, there's just so many thoughts

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  Lost in my head again, there's just so many thoughts. Maybe I heard wrong? It just can't be. I looked at her as she continued to repeat the same thing. Then it's true, my mother is getting married.

How come she never even told me she was dating again? Why did she decide to get married now? Dad left two years ago, isn't that too soon? Did she even care about dad? Why did he leave us?

Was I not good enough? Why-

"Hayun." My mother called out my name for what seemed like the hundredth time. I finally looked at her and she had a concerned look on her face but I wasn't going to answer. "Hayun!" My mother shouts from the top of her lungs.

I jolt up, did she just shout? Never has my mother ever yelled at me like that. She's serious. "Yes?" I respond finally back.

She gets on her knees while her tears slowly start falling down from her eyes to her cheek. "Is this what you want me to do?" Mom cries hysterically. "To plead? To get your permission to marry him?"

I start crying with her, I just couldn't help it. "Mom!" I knelt down with her trying to make her stand back up but she wouldn't budge. "You don't need my permission! I just wish you would have told me were dating again!"

Moms face was in shock. I guess she understood somewhat of my feelings. Mom grabs my hand and pulled me into a hug. "I'm so sorry! I didn't know this would mean so much to you... I'm sorry."

"It's okay, mom." I pull her away from the hug. "I'll listen to the rest."

***

...Few Month Later...

Months pass and now I'm packing up my things. My mother got married. Her husband is okay compared to most of the guys I know. Most of the guys I know are fucking players who don't know when to shut the fuck up.

Mom pokes her head into my room or I guess my old room. "Hayun you ready?" She asks with excitement in her voice. I wasn't so excited. "Because I am ready to get the hell out of here."

I look around the room that I've been sleeping and making memories all my whole life. "Yeah, let's go." I replied back. I really hope this change will make my mother happy.

I jump into our very small car, it's pink. Mom bought it after dad left since he took the other one we had. It only fits two and I'm okay with that. What I'm not okay with is that they live all the way to Seoul, That's a long drive!

Tom is the name of my moms new husband. The guy didn't even pay for our plane ticket. From what I know he wanted to but couldn't because there weren't any spot for this week. So now we have to drive all the way there instead of waiting another week because he wants us there now. Also, this isn't important but he's half korean and half caucasian.

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