- 2 hours before van leaving.
I lay my bed with van.
"We have two hours" I whispered against his skin
He popped his head up and looked at me "I know" he whispered
"Shall we leave? We can spent the rest of the night at the bus" i said
He groaned "I'm tired already" he said in a high pitched voice
I chuckled standing up
I got dressed
Van got eventually out of bed
We said Arabella goodbye and walked to the bus
It was about half walking but i didn't mind since i had van by my side.
We arrived at the bus "Larry open up!" Van said
Minutes later Benji opened up "larry's sleeping" he chuckled
We walked in
I sat down so did van.
"You know? I'm so excited to go cause the sooner I'll be here with you for a long time" he said moving with his hand
I smiled at him kissing him
"I love you van" I whispered
I pray that he didn't forget about me this time...
He smiled at me
"I love you elli" he said bumping his head to mine slowly
I looked into his eyes
"Don't forget me" I whispered
"Will never" he whispered back
I nodded against his head
He nodded back and gave me a wink
I winked back
I would stay in that moment forever if i could.
I smiled and hugged him
"Mates!" Larry said running into the room "yes pal" Van said
As we broke away from our little moment "did yous already knew were playin' reading and Leeds again!" He yelled Van chuckled "yes mate" Benji laughed he looked at us "wow, i didn't know" he whispered
I giggled looking at him crawling into van's side.
We stepped out of the bus at 2am with everyone.
"So ya not commin' to the airport suga'?" He asked I shook my head "I hate the airport, they remind me of those times we fought and argued and that" I whispered tracing my finger over his sideburn he nodded "I totally get u love" he whispered
I smiled lightly at him
"We'll be fine right?" I whispered coming close to his face
He nodded
I kissed him slowly feeling his cold lips against mine.
The weather was horrible it was freezin'
He's tongue entered mine like usual.
I put my arms around his waist under his long grey coat that didn't have a zipper.
After a few minutes of doing that we eventually pulled away, I hugged him "I love you so much" I whispered he sighed "I love you more" he whispered
We pulled away
I pulled some strings of his hair behind his hair.
I kissed him one final time
"Goodbye love, I'll be back before you even realize I'm gone yeah?" He said
I nodded
"I love ya, goodbye" I whispered
He started walking to the rest of the lads, i already said bye to them.
"Bye lass!" Bondy yelled
"Love ya!" Larry said
I smiled shaking my head and called a taxi
I blew a kiss at van
He blew one too
And then he was out of sight.
5 minutes later I stepped into a taxi on my way to my home.
I arrived at my apartment 15 minutes later.
"Hello" I said seeing Arabella and matty sitting on the couch
"Home at 2 isn't it?" Matty joked while raising an eyebrow
I laughed looking at them
"Yeah I'm gonna call your mother" Bella joked
"Well she's probably asleep love" I said she smiled at me
"Glad you okay" she whispered
Matty nodded smoking a cigarette
"Should i call Zachary?" I asked
She frowned
"Cause, we broke up a little weird didn't we?" I said sitting down
"You should go to his flat, leave a note telling him what you want to tell and yeah" matty said
Arabella gave him a glare
"Why Bella? I'm just being a little romantic can't i do that?" Matty said
I laughed "it's just stupid isn't it elli" she said "I like it" I said
Matty looked at me "thanks" he said with a drunk face
I laughed at Arabella
"I'm off, I'm going to sleep, we have work in 4 hours Bella" I said to her standing up
"I know!" She yelled when i stood in my bedroom
"Good!" I yelled back closing the door
I lay on my bed
I smiled to myself closing my eyes breathing in van's smell that was still on my bed, a perfect mixture of tea, cigarettes, aftershave and mint.
I fell asleep with Van in my mind.
- the next morning.
I got up at 6am.
I showered, got dressed, did my make up and walked into Arabella's bedroom seeing her getting dressed
"Good" I whispered looking at her
"You sound like my mom" she said pulling a weird face
I laughed closing the door
I grabbed my coat looking at the time
7:00am.
I called Arabella's name and minutes later she came walking into the living room with a smile "someone's happy" I said opening the door for her
"Got laid last night" she said with a smirk walking past me
"Christ" I said with a lazy grin on my face closing the door behind me
We walked slowly to work
"So how was yesterday?" She asked
"Good, i had a good day spending it with Van" I whispered with a smile on my lips
"You two together?" She asked looking at me i shook my head
"We're not, we'll see how it goes" I whispered
"That's good" she whispered
We walked bought some food and coffee on our way to work and opened the door from the record shop.
"Aaah Arabella!" Anna said
"You showed up again!" She said
Arabella nodded
"Good" Anna said
She smiled at me and walked out of the shop
"She just came here to check if i was here?" Arabella said when Anna walked down the street
I laughed "well yeah i suppose mate" i chuckled
Arabella rolled her eyes
"Twat" she joked
Hours later Arabella yelled me name
"What!" I yelled back
"Look who's here" she said
I run up to her
She grabbed a vinyl
"Ya boy" she said looking at me
I smiled at it
"That's amazing" I said grabbing it
I made a photo eventually and looked at Arabella
"Man, i haven't seen you happy like this in months, how can he do this" she whispered smiling
I rolled my eyes playfully at her and walked back
It was true what she said though.
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