When Rose looked at herself, she saw a girl with a few extra pounds, a girl who loved to indulge in the cakes and cookies
But all around her she was riduculed, looked to the side as she thought nobody would ever love a fat piece of junk as her.
Rose thought of everything in the book, from diets to pills, but nothing seemed to work until
At last, our Rose thought up the most brilliant plan, as she thought, she could eat all she wanted
She ate all she wanted, binged on favorites , and stuck her finger down her throat
Tickling her throat as bile rose up climbing its way out of her
Rose would only do this months at a time, so once a month she could indulge herself, treat herself to food
But slowly, surely months turned to weeks as weeks turned to days and suddenly, Rose was binging left and right, throwing up left and right
Rose sank more and more into despar as her unhealthy habits grew and she sank into depression
Telling herself she was ugly, worthless,and fat as Rose found herself in her bathroom doing the unthinkable, as Rose picked up the razor and found herself deep underground.
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Eat, Rose| Wattys 2016|
PoetryPOETRY --------------------------------- "She couldn't eat, no matter how hard she tried Always feeling the familiar gut-wrenching, Stomach twisting feeling of dread as the food went down her throat only to be thrown up seconds later Rose could n...