We're Both A Little Broken ||Phan

Depression

Dan
Depression is truly a bitch. It can just make you feel like there is nothing and you are nothing. You lose all hope in the world and in your self. You think everything you do is pointless and that there is no point In yourself. You have to fake a smile just so people think you are fine when really you are dying inside. Their is so much pressure on you to feel happy but all you can feel is broken. You feel hopeless, useless, pointless. Like no one even wants you around. Your brain twists your prospective for everything. All happiness seems fake and all love seems non existent. There is just so much pain it's hard to feel any other emotion but empty. You get to the point where you don't even want to be alive anymore. Depression is a dark dark place. I don't know if it is even possible for me to be happy anymore. At least I have Phil. I guess that's something.

Hey guys so this chapter and the next are going to be really short because it's just going to be a quick look into each persons head before the story starts.
~Katie