lost in time

lost in time chapter 1

Chapter 1

It is a typical Saturday morning. My alarm clock got busted that's why I woke up past 8'oclock. It's been two weeks since I felt my head is terribly aching. I can't tell jera my problem, she will freak out, and she'll tell mom and dad what I'm feeling, and worse, blame my music career. Kairu, on the other hand is busy with misa, I don't want him to worry, and I might ruin his good mood nowadays. Aiden, too, he might just well jump off his feet, and I don't like it, well I better handle this myself, migraines are curable these days, I think.

My phone rang, it was mom, and she's checking up my grades, she congratulated me for doing well in my subjects. My advertising grades are good enough to make it to the dean's list this semester. Thank goodness, I can still proceed to my music career.

"Simone?"

It was jera; she in time entered my room with lassie, our Chihuahua which I didn't noticed. She raised her right eyebrow when she saw me rubbing my head.

"You okay?"

"Im good, im going out today" I realized that my head's getting worse.

"With Aiden?"

"Yeah" I smiled at her, so that I can't look straight to her eyes. The truth is, I have scheduled my appointment to dr. zacs' clinic.

3:00 pm, I'm on my way to dr. zac's. His clinic is 20 blocks away from home. Since its Saturday, lots of crowd walked their way to different directions. I was about to cross the street when I saw the sakura tv's show. The place showed was the Aramasu Island, on where the beautiful island is being advertised. I stopped to pay attention to the show. I know why I'm feeling sad upon seeing the place. I carefully glanced at the clear blue sky, white sand; waves gracefully covered the shore, leaves of the coconut trees swaying at the path of the wind, Bungalow cottages that were visited by many groups. I can imagine the wind slapping my face, fresh air, it was like paradise.

"aramasu island is having an annual full moon celebration this 3rd week of November" the reporter said. He was at the restaurant where many people are gathered. I can see that there's a band playing. Women were dancing, and there's a girl playing with fire. I was so curious about her playing the fire while dancing. She has slim body. It was so fun watching her. And when I looked at her face, I paused. I was shocked to see her face, close likely to mine. I can even tell that it's so like mine. It's not even possible that it's me playing the fire. Just when I realized.....

"Could it possibly?" My emotions are battling up. I don't want to have false hopes. But I still want to give it a thought.

" yukii?" my eyes are starting to ache. I right away got my pen and notepad in my purse and copied the address of the resort. I am sure, that my twin sister is still alive. She maybe out of reach for 12 years, but I know, inside my being, that she's still alive. I continued to watch her dancing while my tears are falling slowly like in slow motion. I noticed people staring at me. Who cares, they don't know what im feeling. As the show ends, a cold wind is getting through my nerves. And I went to my destination.

As I arrived in doctor zacs, I saw a warm smile welcoming me.

" simone, darling" its mrs. Pots, dr. zacs secretary.

" good day, mrs.pots, im here for appointment with dr. zac"

" youre feeling something?" she curiously asked

" oh, no, I just want to interview him for our school's project" I lied

"alright sweetie, go ahead, he's now free"

"thank you" I smiled sweetly

Before I went to his room, I knocked two times.

"Come in"

I opened the door, and the color of the wall greeted me. There he was, sitting in his velvet chair, looking serious. i walked to his direction and seated at the visitor's sofa. i looked at his blank face as he was looking at me.

"I would like this to be a secret dr. zac" I broke the tension

He was shocked based on his expression, and went back to normal. I can feel that he is tense. My knees are beginning to shake, I already can figure out my result.

"Simone"

"I already accepted it" with my tone trying to be strong.

"You can still be cured, look at the results" he was looking at me with a gentle charisma; I know he is comforting me.

"There's no need. Please keep this hidden dr. Zach, promise me" with my voice trembling, and him looking frustrated.

"your father's really gonna kill me for doing this, you know? There is still much chance, Simone. Sooner or later, they will start to notice you suffering. Cancer is curable these days.

C- A-N-C-E-R. I felt like it was spelled. There it is, I have cancer. no wonder how my head is going to break every time it aches. I began to gulp to catch my breath, It was like carrying the world around my shoulders when I heard him. I looked up the ceiling to block my tears from falling.

"Please, just let me handle this" i embraced him, and let my tears fall. he patted my shoulders, and i went thought the door. but before i opened it, i wiped my tears to stop people from confusion.

Dr. zac and my dad, Rafael are best friends. To all doctors I've known, he was the only one I can trust. I am so confident enough for him not to tell my dad.

As I was walking, i saw the autumn leaves falling from trees. i stopped by to see them fall and feel the wind. as i was half-way to do inhale-exhale,a voice spoke

"hey"I leaned back and saw two pairs of green-gray eyes glaring at me. It was aiden

"Why didn't you tell me your out?" when I hear his voice talk, it was like a song soothing the vibrations of my nerves, the feeling of the world around my shoulders disappeared.

"uhm, I was just out to buy something" just when I realized I didn't have any in my hands. I saw him puzzled.

"Where?"

"I-I'm still going to buy"

"Well then, let's go, ill buy it for you" he winked, and braced his arm around me.

i left a sigh when i remembered my problem, but still there is hope in my heart that yukii is still alive. lots of plans are revolving in my head. whew, From this day onwards, I'm going to cherish the littlest time I have.

sorry for grammatical errors :D

chapter 2 soon :D