Call Me Slut

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Hi, they call me slut.  

For the reasons of learning,

the reasons for wanting.

for the reasons of questioning who i am,

or who I want to be.

Hi, they call me slut.

The purpose of making me want to fit in,

and wanting me to look like that girl who gets the boys,

and both loving parents.

I'm a mess for assuming I wanted to kiss someone,

because I cry at night,

because I cut myself,

because I want to die...

But don't want to do it myself,

because I don't want to be called a slut even in my death.

Hi, they call me slut.

I want to look like the pretty blond popular girl

who doesn't get called slut,

but gets to be called pretty and beautiful

because she's outgoing and positive...

or at least that's what she shows.

Hi, they call me slut.

And I declare.

I'm going to be okay...

but does the girl who gets everyone

really feel okay,

or does she get called slut too?