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( About a man betrayed by his 'love' )
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You didn't have to do this to me
We were doing so great
Why did you stab and burn me
Why did you make me loving you regret:
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Like an angel you shone in my life
Like a devil you cut my heart and stole all light
It was you who decided to be my wife
So why the hell did you put in me this indelible wide bight
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My mind once embraced all our memories with love
But now they flew out as a wounded dove
Replaced by red burning flames, the flames that'll scorch you
The flames that hunger to devour you
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My heart which cared so deeply about you
My heart which made you the goal of my life
My heart who thought the greatest thing in the world was you
My heart who wanted me to make you my wife
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Now realises how stupid it was to trust you
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My eyes how stupidly and affectionately would, at you, gawk
But you turned them evil, turned our dove of love into a hatred hawk
Turned these flames of love into flames of hatred which will scorch you
The flames which hunger to devour you
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I remember that day when you confessed to be my lover
Hearing that was the best thing I had ever heard
Not even a month had passed and you showed me your true colour
Was it my mistake to believe your every word?
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Was it wrong for me to love you?
Was it wrong for me to care about you?
Was I mistaken to see love in your eyes too?
Was it my mistake to believe that you wanted me too?
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You stabbed me first and lit up my undead body kept on a sharp hook
Like I was some piece of meat you wanted to cook
I could feel the flames of agony that scorched me
The flames of betrayal that hungered to consume me
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Every part of my burning body, my burning heart wanted to hurt you
But do you know what I saw in the bright burning flames that flared around me?
I saw someone suffering much worse than I did, and who it was I know as well as you do
This, what destroyed my hatred was the Divine Justice God promised me
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They say some remain even after they die
Until they get revenge they hideout at their lair
my lair is my house; I'm right here at your bed as you lie
Can't you feel the uneasyness in the air
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But don't worry, even ghosts like me are less violent than selfish beings like you
Consider it your luck that I still believe in God
In His justice, the greater justice, the flames of which shall scorch you
The flames which will hunger to devour you
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It was you who made me realize the purpose of my life
That more than anything what I want is to make you my wife
But you also made me realize this unbelievable creed
That some humans are even more vicious than the nasty demonic breed
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Now I glance through your future and what I see is nothing but dark
The darker dark from which you can never lark
I can see that now your life is filled with nothing but nought
And now "May this nought of your life fade away", I surely hope not
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Now it's time the Gates Of Hell shall welcome you
It's time I rejoice and see you suffer the same way I had to
Now I see how you tremble with fear and agony as you feel the flames that fike
The flames of hell and the flames of God's and my will alike
The flames of your own deeds shall now scorch you
And consume you, your soul trapping it beneath the dark fires of Tartarus,
Where you shall eternally burn
From the flames of my soul
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BINABASA MO ANG
Soul Verse
PoetryWinner of C. T. Awards 2017 We all carry an infinity, a vast ocean of limitless consciousness equally vivid and vibrant, iridescent. And so do I. But mine, like that of many others, has been shrouded in the dark, the dark I'm slowly trying to dest...
