I Loved You First

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Dedicated to myg-jjk because I promised to write a fanfic for this very wonderful person.

Why do I have a miserable life?

Jimin thought as he hid behind a tree.

He's sick of it.

He's really really sick of it.

Yes, he had good friends. He wouldn't know what to do if he had not met them. Taehyung and Jungkook were very important to him.

But sometimes, it could just get too much.

Too freakin much.

He's not weak. He's not hopeless.

And more importantly, he's not desperate in love.

He's so done with their teasing and mocking. He's gonna prove that he was capable of standing up for himself and that he was brave.

He's gonna prove that he could do it.

Jimin swallowed nervously when he saw Yoongi coming. Aish, now he just felt like backing out.

But then, Taehyung and Jungkook's words came rushing into his mind.

"Psh, you'll never be able to confess to Yoongi-hyung. You're too weak for that, Jiminie," Taehyung said with a laugh.

"You'll just settle forever in looking at him from afar, hyung," Jungkook added.

Upon remembering that conversation, Jimin gained a new set of courage.

He's not gonna let fear overcome him right now.

Yoongi was now about to pass by the tree he was hiding from. Jimin closed his eyes shut as fear crawled through his nerves.

He didn't even know I exist.

I'm too ugly compared to the other students who have crush on him.

What if he already have a boyfriend or girlfriend?

All these worries filled Jimin's mind, but it did not stop him.

He's gonna do this.

Fuck everything else.

And so, as Yoongi was already about two meters from the tree, Jimin popped out from his hiding place and stood in front of him.

Yoongi, who was looking on the ground with his headphones placed securely on his head, stopped on his tracks.

Jimin swallowed hard as the other boy slowly raised his head.

Their eyes met and Jimin felt like he was about to faint. Yoongi's eyebrows furrowed in slight confusion but his face remained uninterested.

Shit shit shit shit shit shit...

With shaking hands, Jimin bowed 90 degrees and introduced himself.

"H-hello! I'm...I'm P-Park Jimin from Class 2-A. I...I like you, hyung! Please go out with me!"

The whole time Jimin was speaking, his eyes were closed and his heart was beating loudly.

There was no response.

He waited a bit more, eyes still closed, ready for the rejection.

Still, no response.

Finally, Jimin decided to open his eyes to see if Yoongi was still even there. He doubted that he still was.

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