Author's Note

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I started this story years ago and then lost interest in the idea. It seemed depressing and I didn't feel mature enough to be able to write in the perspective of someone so lost and tortured. Lena had amazing potential as a character and as a young, significantly sheltered girl, I had trouble putting myself her shoes. As a result, Rolena Levy became a cliche, insecure high school girl wasn't very relate-able.   

Recently I began looking over this idea again and I want to finish this story. But I'm not very proud of I wrote three ago and "not very proud" is my way of saying that I hate it. So I'll be restarting and in my opinion, this new direction that I want this tale to take is much more interesting. 

Lena shall no longer be a seventeen old cry-baby - though she does have good reason - who questions her every move. She'll be the who has girl faced a copious amount  pain and though she fears what future has in store, she'll learn to wear her scars with pride like battle-wounds. There will be some gloominess, but I believe her dark sarcastic sense of humour will make it bearable, if not enjoyable.  

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