Unloved

Part Two

I can't stop thinking about what she said i don't know what she exactly meant by "hes gone" but somehow it kinda scared me and left so many questions in the back of my mind
*who's gone?*
*could she mean dad?*
*has dad left her?*
*or did she mean death gone?*
*what if dads dead?*
All my stupid questions were left un answered as always
I decided to get out of the house and get some fresh air and hopefully i would stop thinking about something so stupid
As i was walking down the street i could just feel how people were looking at me
It was a disgusted kinda look it was you should be ashamed of yourself kinda look everyone knew what kind of job i do and no one really liked it especially the women cause they knew most of the time their men come home to me instead of to them and that made them hate me and do anything to destroy me
Bur It never really worked i just simply didn't care.
As i was walking something distracted me something very odd and weird to me i must say it was my first time seeing it..
On the street there was a man
A really good looking man
I couldn't see his face but i could just tell by his breathtaking sexy body hes good looking
He was sitting on the ground with his head buried in his hands
As people were walking past him i could hear them say hurtful and rude words to him as if hes done something,something worst than my job obviously
I was too curious to not go over to him
So i did....
I was close enough for him to notice me but he was still in his place not making a sound or a move
I sat down right next to him
Hoping he would raise his head and say a word, but he didn't
I cleared my throat and said
"Are you gonna say something or pretend like im some kind of ghost"
"Leave me alone"
He still had his head buried in his hands
"Im not gonna leave until you raise your head and answer me"
He slowly put his hands away and raised his head and the moment he did,both of our jaws dropped and our eyes just couldn't stop staring at one another
He took a deep breath with tears in his eyes and said
"Amanda!??"