Try Not to Cry Challenge!

I love you Mommy

We were a perfect family and  did everything together.

But that all changed......when father left.

All I remember, is my mother and father screaming at each other. Blaming each other for some reason.

Then I saw father packing his bags, then leaving us behind.

When he left, mother started to avoid me.

She wouldn't speak to me,

look at me,

feed me,

anything.

I was dead to her.

I made my own money since she wasn't going to take care of me.

I worked at restaurants, shelters, salons and more.

I supported myself.

But every time I came home, I would smile and say,

"I love you mommy!"

She would ignore me, like always, of course

This has been going on for 5 years now

I just want her to look at me

to smile at me

That's all i want

Is that too much to ask? Love and affection for the person who is supposed to care for me?

All I say to her, when I come home from my jobs is "I love you mommy!"

One day, I came home, she looked up and stared at me!

I was so happy!

"Mom-"

"You little b*tch!"

she said

"Die already! I hate you! I never loved you! Go die in a f*cking hole or something! No one cares for you!"

I began to cry and ran past her to my room.

I then heard her leave and hear her car leave. I cried harder until I felt like I couldn't cry any more.

'If she doesn't love me....what should I do?'

I thought of something that would make her happy.

I wrote a note, and got everything set-up.

                                               COUPLE HOURS LATER

I heard her come home and I was very happy. I heard another voice, this one was male, but I didn't care.

I heard the door open and they walked in.

"What the-" the male voice said

"Call 911! KNOW!"

Mommy just stood there, with a blank look on her face.

The man called 911 and they were on there way.

What they saw was that I was hanging from the ceiling.

The police came with the ambulance

Mommy saw the note, and picked it up.

Dear Mommy,

I know I'm not a good enough daughter for you. I just wanted to make you happy and proud of me. So I killed myself. You told me to die, so I listened. I hope this makes you happy! I love you! I hope you don't forget!

Love, Alice

The police took mommy in and began to question her. All she said was

"That good for nothing girl got what she deserved. I sure as h*ll ever loved her and I never cared for her either. i hope she rots wherever she is."

The police where shocked and sent her to jail.

Even though I loved my mommy

her words killed me.

She shouldn't have told her 10-year-old to die