~Confused~

Chapter 1

Cartman's POV

Beep-Beep-Beep

"Ahhh!" I screamed at the annoying sound, because if I'm hearing that... it means today is the first day of highschool.

I slammed my fist on the alarm clock and sat up smiling widely. I cannot wait to fuck with Kyle! I love seeing how the Jew reacts to me, and it's no secret that I like his- the attention. Plus, we haven't talked all summer.

Standing up, I pull on a red shirt and a pair of jeans. The jeans are a little loose on me, as I've been growing taller, I've been thinning out. Kyle still calls me a fatass and I still have to correct that ball sucker.

"Poopikins! Come down and get some waffles before school!" Ehh, mom hold your horses.

"Coming mom!" I shout down the stairs before I brush my teeth, fix my hair, and put my blue hat perfectly on my head. I quickly eat my food so I won't be late to meet up with the guys.

I know that they won't believe me, but I truly love my friends. Its just that hating someone is so much easier. Especially when it comes to the Jew, he hates it when I mess with him, but if I don't it just feels weird and not... Normal. I shake my head and walk out the door, unknowingly slamming it behind me.

"Hey fatass is here!" I hear kyle say loud enough so I can hear him from a few yards away.

"Shut up Jew fag, I'm not fat! I'm big boned!"

"No you are not!" Kyle exclaimed nudging Stan out if the way to fully face me.

"Says you Mister Tits." I say with my trademark smirk and I reach out and twist his nipple... hard. His face slowly filled with pink and then red. Tears pricked at the corners of his eyes. His pretty green eyes.

"OWW! WHAT THE FUCK CARTMAN!" Kyle screams and pushes me hard in the chest and I almost fall over. Fire burns in my heart because of this stupid ginger. I stand up and lunge at him. Soon we are in a heated fight. Fists are being thrown and so are slurs, and I can faintly hear Kenny and Stan try to break us up. They finally succeed as the bus pulls up. Kyle looks like shit and I probably do too, but it's a pussy move not going to school after a fight and I refuse to let Kyle beat me.

It wasn't until I sat in the seat furthest away from my friends that I realized... I had a semi hard-on.

Kyle's POV

Wow. I went way overboard with Cartman. I guess a summer of not seeing him poured out in one go. But that ass hole deserves it and more. GODDAMNIT! I punched the seat in front of me. He makes me so fucking mad! I just want to make him feel like shit, like he makes me feel all the time. I wipe my face and its wet with tears. Ahhh! I hate this. Sometimes I get so angry that I cry and its always because of Cartman. It is so fucking embarrassing. No one else can cause these drastic emotions like he can.

"Hey... Kyle that was rough. Are you okay?" I used to hide my tears from Stan but after he found out that it happens a lot, he helps me through it. I think it makes me weak but Stan tells me it's good to let it out. I sigh.

"I... I don't really know Stan. Everything about Cartman makes me hate him, but even though I want to rip his goddamn face off... I feel lonely if he's not with us. Is-" I look up at him to show that I'm serious. "Is that weird Stan, am I crazy?" He closes his eyes and sighs.

"I don't know why you have a connection with him, but everyone can see it except you two. I think that, because you two are so different that you sort of balance each other out..... and that you... Need each other." He looks nervous when he says that, maybe he's scared that he'll anger me. But I don't have any more anger since the fight. Instead I nod.