Second Chances

Chapter 19

"Wake up, dear..... Open your eyes."

"Don't be afraid."

"They can never hurt you again."

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My head was spinning as the sun shines throughout my room wondering who opened my damn curtains and woke the hell out of me. But I think I know who. And also my pillow was soaked by the tears from last night. I squeezed my eyes as I tried to pulled out my blankets off me and glanced at my clock.

9:47am.

And suddenly a knock coming from my door surprised me. "Come in." I cleared my throat.

"Hey, how are you feeling?"

Dumped.

Chrissy entered my room holding a wooden tray and I'm pretty she made some bacon, eggs and pancakes again.
Well, she was expert with those, in which she was very proud of and I wonder if she could ever try to learn some new recipes for us to eat at home more often instead of going out which is much more exhausting.

"Feeling a lot better that I could smell that bacons." I teased.

She knows I love bacons. And who doesn't?

"You lazy ass, come on and eat this before I decided to throw this plate at you." She giggled and throw me that attitude of her that always make me obey.

Oh I miss her. I miss the way we talk about random things like fashion, boys, newest hairstyle or whatever or even the latest gossip about Selena and Justin's breakup. The way we share things to each other was irreplaceable and I can't imagine my life without my best friend. We've been always there for each other since we were kids and we already knew that we will be best friends forever, until the day we get married and have our own families, we will still have time for each other and it will always be us.

Nothing will ever change.
And thats why I love her.

"By the way, I opened the curtains because I'm pretty sure you'll be sleeping for the next thirty years like a vampire if I didn't make a move." Here comes Chrissy acting like my Mother/Vampire Slayer.

I knew it. "Thanks, it woke the crap out of me." I said while chewing the last piece of my bacon.

Chrissy is the only person who really knows me, like she knows that I'm the weirdest by having no favorite color but instead picking a random color and pretending to like it. And one thing that scares me is she knows everything about my past. I don't want Chrissy to get involve about it. And at first we even fought because I was keeping it from her not because I didn't trust her but its because I was ashamed of everything about it.
And I don't think I can even tell anyone again about that horrible memory.
Yeah, it was just a memory.
A memory that lasts a lifetime that killed a girl's happy innocent life.

"Hey, tonight's gonna be the anniversary of Pirates and I hope you'll come. You can bring Tom too."

I invited Chrissy and hoping she'll say yes.
I really want my best friend to be there in which she could witness my hard work. Shes always part of my life, ups and downs.

"Sure! We'll be there....and Ann? How about Mase? Did he contact you?" She mumbled.

Double crap. "Well, no. Still nothing." I lowered my head and my voice were small like a rat.

"I'm sorry. I know you want him to be there too. But, stay strong. Okay? I got your back babe. Always." She kissed my cheek and gave me a warm hug until I finally realized that my tears began to pool into my eyes. Again.
Jeez I've been crying so much lately, I'm such a kid.