so I was texting my friend, excusemyshyness , and I asked her "is it weird that I feel like life would be easier as a guy" and she said it was true it probably would be easier. but then I said "and I kinda find it satisfying when I picture myself as a guy". I started to realize, with excusemyshyness 's help, that I might want to be a guy. ik I'm still like 5 years old, but it just feels satisfying to see myself as a guy. and no one knows this, but I like to draw what I would look like as a guy IK JUDGE ME NOW but idk it's cool. so we started talking and I came up with the name Mikey (if I happened to be a guy). so I randomly searched Mikey on YouTube and Mikey Murphy came up.
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this guy. AND IT RLY FUCKING SCARED ME BECAUSE HES ALMOST THE SAME EXACT WAY I IMAGINED MYSELF AS A GUY! like the glasses, the "idgaf about my hair" style, the aesthetic clothing, THE FUCKING DIMPLES. ok ik I'm over reacting BUT ITS TRUE.
ok I'll calm down now, I'm not trans btw, I'm just the girl who doesn't rly want to be female...
