Complicated

You're still in love

Robyn's POV

"Wait .. so she fuckin yo daddy?"

I roll my eyes at my cousin Sean .. he's a rapper and he's signed to my dad's label too.

We're in the studio working on a new song but I just filled him in on everything going on with Nicki.

"Okay so wait .. Nicki is fuckin yo daddy?" He asks with a laugh

"Yes nigga that's what I said .. and it's not funny"

"He old as shit though. Can you imagine her throwing it back and he----"

"I dare you to finish that sentence ... go head"

"Chill" he says with a laugh

I don't even wanna think about them in that way .

"Damn ... so y'all gone just pretend like y'all don't know each other ? That's dumb as shit"

"What am I supposed to do? Fuck up my dad's happiness and say "hey dad I know you're happy and everything but you're girlfriend was once my girlfriend and I use to fuck the shit out her daily" is that it ?"

"Well damn ... okay maybe you got a point . But how long do you think this is gonna last?"

"I don't know . He seems to really like her."

"How do you feel about all this?"

"I don't know. Nicki and I been over a long time ago.."

"That doesn't change the fact that y'all were together for 4 years. She is the closest thing to a wife you've ever had. I know you feeling some type of way."

I can admit that even though this shit is crazy there's a part of me that's happy that Nikki's back in my life .. I just wish things were different.

"Maybe I do .. maybe I don't"

NICKI'S POV

"So wait ... you fuckin her daddy?" asks my best friend Beyonce

I roll my eyes

She's a singer like Robyn but she's signed to a different label . She dates Robyn's best friend Kelly

We're sitting on my bed and I just finished telling her the whole story.

"Can you please stop asking me that?"

"I'm sorry it's just so weird. Like you fucked Robyn and now you fuckin her daddy... damn"

"You're not helping Bey ..just go home"

"Okay I'm sorry .. so what are you gonna do?"

"I'm gonna continue to live my life"

"So you just gonna act like you and Robyn never happened?"

"I wish we never happened"

"You don't mean that Nicki .. you were so in love with that girl . You wanted to marry her remember?"

"Yeah I was so in love with someone who couldn't grow the fuck up and do the right thing . So in love with someone who after 4 years still didn't think I was good enough to meet her family or even good enough to marry ... So fuck her"

Bey jumps up from the bed and looks at me crazy

"Oh .. my.. god"

"What?"

"You're still in love with her"

"Are you fucking crazy?"

"You're still hurting from something that happened years ago because you've never moved on Nicki"