hi luke,
have you listened to the first mixtape? i hope you did. well first of all this is the first letter among all the letters here in this box. i guess you would've figured it out by now since i know you're not kind of dumb. also as you can see you can have cuddles back, remember the bear i got you on the carnival at than throw something at the bottle game? (which is kind of rigged by the way) for all i know you can't throw shit. you can't even give me a proper insult since you always have your little minions on your back to do that for you.
you know you were my first guy friend and kind of my first love, but of course with frida and sydney in the way, i can't tell you what i really feel. sydney loved you more than i did, i can see it in her eyes. that's why i never really told you what i feel till right now. i hate the fact that you guys fuck behind frida, i mean yeah frida is a bitch but no one deserves to be cheated at. and i hate the fact that you used sydney's feelings just to make her your fuck buddy. but even then, we still became best friends, on the rooftop, being real to each other.
i like the real you. i love the real you. and every time you try to insult me in school and apologize tome on our rooftop i still forgave you. you want to know why?
its because we all want to fit in. you want to fit in. but i dont understand why we all need to change ourselves just to fit in?
all the love,
alyssa x
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letters & mixtapes || 5sos
Fanfictionin which a girls sends out a box of letters and mixtapes to the people who made her jump from a bridge on december 24. inspired by the story thirteen reasons why by jay asher © cathy
