How can it be?
How can I be the curse and you be the blessing to me?
When we are each other’s missing puzzle pieces
The how can our worlds have so many difference?
How am I not a failure?
When I’m only harm to you and not a cure
Why all my affection and devotion
Is nothing but only your suffocation?
Why should I be alive?
While my reason of existence is away from me and I am just left to die?
Why the pain is made to be permanent
And we are made to be done with our beautiful moment?
If I wasn’t a curse then what would I be?
Would be relieve of your pain and once again it would be you and me?
Why the only one I love truly is harmed by me
Why “we” are separated to “you” and “me”?
Why don’t you see the ray of light?
Why the only thing I have to do till my last breath is fight?
I try to find the reason behind all of these
While once again I try to gather my shattered heart piece by piece.
No matter what, I can’t stop loving you, I can’t forget you because to forget you I have to forget myself, you have become a part me such a way nobody can imagine. I love you.
