SL BOOK 3: Definitely a Sadist! (FIN)

Chapter 6: Bemuse

After sa hindi namin maintindihan na conversation nila umalis na yung guy. What the hell just happened?

“ano daw sabi ni Seiji?” asked Gail.

Si Lance naman tumayo lang and went out of the dining. BITTER! HAHA

Kanina he’s acting as if he doesn’t care at all.

Sinundan ko si Lance. nakita ko siya sa may terrace nakatayo dun and smoking.

“so anong naramdaman mo?” I asked leaning on the fence

“happy”

“and?”

“its awkward”

“I thought so”

Silence took over. Wala kaming ibang marinig kundi yung mga nagsisiyahan sa loob.

“so ano? Tuloy pa din ba na dito ka?”

Ang pagkakaalam ko kasi, overnight or maybe ilang days sila mag-stay dito.

“kaya mo?” I asked challenging him

“there’s nothing to worry about JL.”

“really? so gusto mo na nandito siya?” tumingin ako sa view. Maganda. Ang sarap sa mata tignan ang paligid

“no. yes? I don’t know” he confusedly answered

“takot ka pa din?” still di pa din ako nakatingin sakanya.

Nagulat ako nung malaman ko na he can smoke. This is not the first time. Lagi naman yan nag-smoke especially pag kasama niya yung mga dating teammates niya. I don’t know. Lagi niya akong sinasama. Siguro dahil he thinks medyo pareho kami in a way? Not really pareho. We have same situation but vice versa. Siya ang nang iwan ako yung naiwan something like that. Not really the same though. Seriously! What am I talking about?

“nagulat ka ba sa inasta niya?”

“yeah”

“you think she’s still in love with you?”

“I don’t know. Ano sa tingin mo?” saka pa siya tumingin sakin

“maybe? A normal girl cannot do that. You see mahirap mag move on” I said

“and you?” he asked pertaining to my feelings toward Jake

“sabihin na nating, oo nasasabi kong nakapag move on nga ako pero hindi ko naman alam kung anong mangyayari pag nakita ko ulit siya. Seems funny but first love ko siya. Hindi ko naman maikakaila na mahirap din siyang kalimutan”