Ray pov
People had finally started to arrive and it was getting packed like usual. We've thrown this party for the past two years. To morn the disappearance of jake i moved it to today to celebrate him coming home. Everyone who knew,heard,or seen jake was here except for the 4 most important people. His mom(my step mom) our younger sister, brother and chresanto. They all finally arrive
Me:*grabs mic*OK y'all ik this is kinda different and there's a reason I need my beautiful mother,sister,brother, and mellow yellow to come on up her
The crowd laughed chres not so much but oh well he loves me.
Bella:what do you want
Me:YO NIQUE BLIND FOLDS
ma: blind fold?
Nique finally blinds em all
Me:OK come on out
Jake POV
This was it I take a huge breath and walk out as soon as I do everyone gasps. As I look out into the crowd I see everyone my cousins,my Nana and papa,friends,even old teachers. All the people I hurt I lowered my head refusing to look at their faces.
Ray:OK when I count to 3 take off your blind 1.2....3
They removed their blind folds and gasp. My madre was the first to inbrace me in a spine crushing hug. I could feel her crying making me cry I missed this her hugs,her warmth,and her love. Ray had to literally pry her off next was Bella he looked so grown up. She wasn't my little belly she was a young woman. I hugged her tight tears streaming down both of our faces. Then Noah awl he was so cute he gave me a big wet sloppy kiss on the cheek. Finally it was chresanto I didn't know how to approach him so I tried to read his eyes. I seen love and lust but also hurt and pain I could feel my heart slowly breaking. The man I loved was hurting and it was my fault everything was my fault. Before I could say anything he was dragging me off stage and into the house.
Chres:why...how..w-where*talking fast *
Me:shh shhh chres deep breaths in out
When he finally starts breathing normally he pulls me into a tight hug. I missed this I missed him but I didn't deserve to. I didn't deserve to feel loved,feel joyed,feel happiness because I hurt everyone I loved just because I was afraid.
Chres:why did you leave? what did I do? I'm sorry I-I didn't mean too
My heart broke he blaimed his self
Me:No you didn't do anything
Chres:then why, why would you leave me
His sadness turning to anger
Me:I was scared
I watched his face soften
Chres:Of what did somebody do something to you
I shake my head no
Me:*takes deep breath*I was scared of how you would react if you found out I was pregnant
Chres:wait pregnant as in with a baby
I decided to not comments on that dumb ass question
Chres:why would you be scared to tell me
Me:you where so focused on football and college and I couldn't ruin your future
Chres:YOU WERE MY FUTURE*notices me flinch calms down* all I needed was you with me
I was in the middle of letting out a breath of relief until....
Chres:did you have an abortion*pained*
My breathe got caught in my throat
Me:NO you know I don't believe in that
Chres:then where is he? Is it a girl or a boy?what's his name?Does he look like m-
Me:chres chres slow down they are upstairs-
Chres:they?*grinning hard asf*
Me:*smiles*yeah 4 boys 1 girl
Chres:can I meet them?
Ughh....
