They said everything happens for a reason...
Well i've never believed in that.
And anyone that has is just covering up emotions.
I've had my round of emotions, there not fun.
Some emotions can lift you up, some fill you worth hope, some are very familiar to most.
But i'm use to the feelings that tore you up inside.
The feelings that shatter you.
The feelings that make you cry.
Sometimes those feelings never leave. They linger in your soul,mind,and heart.
Sometimes it gets so bad you don't know who you are anymore.
I made a mistake, I bottled all of it.
I never found an outlet for any of it.
I just let it sit under my skin.
I now know I was wrong for trusting you.
I thought you were different, both of you.
I'm done with that life.
I have someone I need to find, someone who actually will love me, unlike you.
Everyone else treated me better then you did.
You both though you could treat me like a object.
Don't come looking for me.
If you do, well I hope you live to tell,
To tell how you faced me, and lost.
I hope you never find me.
I hope nothing bad happens to you
I also hope you forget me
My goal is not to kill you, maybe I want you to suffer a little.
But I will not hunt you, because i'm not a monster.
You leave me alone and there will be no problems.
I will miss the boys, and Sara.
I don't like you one bit, but please protect them.
Their my family.
Good bye
Preston
I won't miss you.
Kate.
