Black hole of pain

Chapter 1

She tied the rope around her neck tears rolling down her face as she stands on the stool praying she doesn't go to hell. She had wrote a suicide note and placed it on her bed before she gathered the materials she needed. She was standing on the stool the rope wrapped around her neck thinking about her family, about her friends she knows this will hurt them but she can't stand being alive anymore. She's sobbing at this point and then she jumps.

Sam jolted up from her bed sweating and breathing heavily, she tries to gain her composure knowing that it was just a nightmare. That was the 3rd time that week that she'd had a dream about committing suicide she hated the dreams because she knew that she might actually make the dreams reality sooner or later. Finally catching her breath Sam gets out of her bed and heads to the restroom gathering clothes and a towel. She showers and then does her normal morning routine which consist of getting dressed, brushing her hair and teeth and then finally doing her makeup.

Once Sam had finally finished getting ready she looked herself over in the mirror cringing at what she saw. She was hideous people always told her she was pretty and most of them meant it but she didn't see it when she looked in the mirror all she saw were flaws. She looks over herself one more time she was wearing she was wearing really tight skinny jeans and a long sleeve Hollister shirt she hadn't applied much makeup just some mascara, foundation and lip gloss. Her long blond hair, that looks like she had bleached it but she had never done anything to her hair besides cut it, was wavy looking reaching her butt.

Sam left her restroom walked back into her room grabbed her and ID and bag and headed down stairs smelling the mouth watering smell of bacon coming from her kitchen. She walks into the kitchen to see her mother making bacon, her father sitting at the kitchen table reading the newspaper. "Smells delicious mom!" Sam exclaims feeling extremely excited to be getting bacon. "Thank you honey. Will you please go and wake me your brother up he's going to be late?" Sam's mom says with an irritated look on her face "Yes ma'me."

Sam heads back upstairs dreading having to wake up her brother. Her brothers name was Dillion he was 13 years old and a pain in the ass. She hated when her mom asked her to wake him up because she knew there would probably be a fight. Sam reaches Dillion's door and bangs on the door so loud shes pretty sure Satan could hear it all the way in hell. She then burst in his door and screams " DILLION WAKE UP YOUR GOING TO BE LATE!" Dillion falls out of his bed with a loud thump glaring daggers into Sam's head, he grabs the closest thing to him and chunks it at Sam's head. It was a good thing the closest thing to him was a pillow that landed on the floor when Dillion did. Sam picked the pillow up and advanced at Dillion swinging the pillow wildly. Dillion and Sam's fight continues until they hear their mothers voice booming from downstairs " SAM! DILLION! STOP FIGHTING RIGHT NOW BEFORE I COME UP THERE AND BEAT BOTH OF YOUR ASS'!" Both Sam and Dillion freeze knowing very well what their mother is cable of Sam gets up and tells Dillion to hurry up. She runs downstairs and devours her breakfast not wanting to miss the bus she kisses her mother and father goodbye and runs to the bus stop. When she reaches the bus stop she leans against a pole reaches in her pocket to take out her phone and head phones she plays her music as loud as it can go waiting for the bus to take her to hell.

HEY GUYS! SO THIS IS MY FIRST STORY AND I'D REALLY LIKE TO KNOW WHAT Y'ALL THINK ABOUT IT BE BRUTALLY HONEST PLEASE! I HOPE YOU DO ENJOY IT THO! ❤️