It's hard for me to put up with the loss
And to think that you're not here with me anymore
Then you came back and it's clear to me
It's harder when you're not the one I thought you'd be
I thought it would be fine by now
I thought pain would take it's final bow
But then maybe those thoughts are also full of lies
And there's nothing better than to say goodbye
Looking at it now, it's not what I need
Maybe it's just the closure that I heed
Crying all those nights were all for nothing
And I'm broken now more than anything
You said that I should not worry
But no words came that's even close to sorry
You've changed and I began to stutter
For you became worse than any stranger
You're so near but I can't reach you
I don't know what I'm supposed to do
Maybe I should really let go this time
'Cause I can never bring back that good friend of mine.
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truth in my lies |poetry|
PoetryI'm mean most of the time and I always lie. The closer you get to me, the more I lie, so no one really knows me. I'm just an amalgamation of different lies I told to different people. And some times, most times, I began to believe my own lies. Is it...
