Bring me Clarity | BTS Taehyung FF

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"Excuse me, madame?" the voice of the cashier ripped me out of my thoughts. "Oh, I-I'm sorry" I quickly apologized and took the money out of my pocket. "How much was it again?" I asked and smiled to loosen up this weird situation. "$ 6,79" he answered and gave me a fake smile, he was clearly annoyed just like the people in the line behind me. I gave him the money and didn't even wait for my change, I left the store as fast as possible with all the groceries in my hands. I packed all the stuff I just purchased in my bag and put my earphones in, it started to rain a little. Nice!
I was walking on the sideway of a small street when I saw a slim figure about 20 meters in front of me. The person was walking my way and I quickly identified him as this one guy.

" 22 May
Dear Diary,
I know the last entry is about two years ago, but I think I should start writing more again. Anyways, something "weird" happened to me today...it wasn't exactly weird but it was definitely different.
I was on my way to Noras' place when I bumped into this boy – as if fate wants me to be the clumsiest person alive– no one got hurt but he just kept walking without even looking at me. He had this dark aura...and that kinda made me remember him.
Oh well, I'm just drifting away again.
-Clarity."
I closed my diary and sighed. I made this entry about a month ago and I kept running into this guy. We never talked, he didn't even look at me once.
I decided to distract myself a bit by eating something.
As soon as I walked into the kitchen I saw my mother who gave me this 'oh,wow-perfect-timing!'-look.
"What is it?" I asked her and took a sip out of the water bottle standing on the table. "I was about to call you, we're going to visit some old friends," she told me while packing some cupcakes into a little box, "they moved back a while ago, but I didn't have the time to visit them until now."
My mom is that type of person who loves visiting people or inviting them over. "Mom, do I have to come with you?" I asked and sighed. I love my mother, she is is probably the kindest person in the world and I'm very proud of her. When I was 4 years old she managed it to build up her own bakery even after my father left us.
"Clary, I'm very sure you'd love to meet their son! You two used to play all the time when you were little. Don't you think it would be interesting to see him after all those years?" she smiled and winked at me. "Oh mom, loo-" she cut me off by saying "Come on, Clary. I don't want to go alone and now get dressed." She sounded a bit annoyed so I decided to just give up and go with her. "Oh and put on somethings nice!" She shouts after I left the kitchen. Jeez, what is she trying to do?
After changing from sweatpants to something decent, my mother and myself got into the car heading to her friends house. "Mom, what's their name, like how should I greet them?" I asked her before we got out of the car. "You really don't remember them, do you? Just go with Mr. and Mrs. Kim" she answered "Oh and their son is Kim Taehyung." She added as if she knew what my next question would have been. "Wait a second, wasn't he this little sunshine everybody loved?" I asked her, remembering who this guy is. She nodded and seconds my thought.
I'm really wondering what kind of person he is by now. I love meeting childhood friends again, it is nice to see what puberty did to them...Okay, I'm kidding but I am curious if he's still the little sunshine he used to be. He should be 21 or 22 by now....
"Clary!!", the voice of my mom brought me back to reality. I smiled at her and the door opened at the exact same moment. Wow, I really spaced out, didn't I?
It was a kind looking women who opened the door, she gave me a warm smile and embraced me, a little bit to tight if you ask me. "My little Clary" she looked at me, "you really grew into a beautiful women." ...mhm, I wish! I smiled at her. "Thank you, how have you been?" I asked but didn't pay attention to her answer as I spotted someone dressed in black rushing up the stairs.