Lucky

Finally

"Is it okay if we just rescheduled this roadtrip love?" She asked, and I almost felt my smile dropping from the 10th floor of a building to sixth feet under the ground.

Ugh. Chill out C. She must have said yes to some appointments and shoots when you had that arguement yesterday. I tried to calm myself down, not wanting Kendall to notice that I felt disappointed.

It's nobody's fault, so no one deserves to feel guilty. Or more of, it's both of our fault. So yeah, still, no one deserves to feel guilty.

I smiled at her and nodded my head. "Sure? Did something came up? We can just start the trip the day after tomorrow." I said to her, sounding still excited as the idea of just doing it the day after tomorrow dawned on me, and it wasn't a bad thing. Atleast it's just a day late, and we can still go on with this trip.

As they say, it's better late than never.

"Umm..actually..I'm going to London.." She answered, which made my eyebrows furrowed again. "With you.." She added and smiled at me.

"Ken? I just got here about 8 hours ago. Seriously? What are we going to do there?" I asked again, as I am already getting really confused on why she's canceling our trip and asking me on flying back to the place where I had just been, a few hours ago.

But then the next thing she said, just broke my heart into pieces.

"I'm going to meet up with Harry." She said casually, as if it was just natural.

Well it is Cara. He's still her boyfriend afterall. The negative part of my brain butted in, which totally put away the happiness in my heart.

Yeah right. I shouldn't have just asked. I should've just agreed.

"Oh..okay.." I replied, sounding emotionless. I didn't mind if she'll notice it. Hell, I was feeling disappointed and starting to get annoyed by the fact that she's cancelling our trip just to meet up with Harry. But I can't do anything at all because he is her boyfriend after all.

I slowly but still gently pulled my hand away from her, as I smiled and kissed her head. "Good night love." I said, as I still wanted to tell her good night even if, what she had just stated broke my heart.

But instead of a 'Good night to you too love' answer, what she said this time made my heart skipped a beat.

"I'm going to break up with him." She said it with so much seriousness and all I can do was to stare at her in disbelief.

"What?" I asked again, to make sure if I really heard it right and I am not mistaken.

"We're going to London and I'm going to break up with him." She repeated simply. As if it was just a simple thing to do and it's not really a big thing.

"Kendall?! Are you sure about this?" I asked again, not believing a single word that I'm hearing.

She chuckled a little, as she take a hold of my face and look at me right in the eyes. "Love, I am serious. I am going to break up with him." She said again, and I knew right at that moment that this is really reality, and that she's really going to do it.

"Ken..don't do this if you're not ready at all.." I told her with her all honesty in my heart, as the thought of her just being caught up with this moment of us entered my mind.

I don't want her to do things if she's not really ready. I know that this is the only thing that I've been waiting for all this time, but still, I love her and I don't want her to do such things that she would just regret in the end.