Denial (Kellic Oneshot)

"Just Some Boy"

a.n/ I got inspired to write this by the mayday parade cover of "somebody that i used to know" (im listening to it right now)

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Kellins POV

i looking over at him as he laughed with Mike about some irellivant joke he had made as we were sat in the diner, he caught me staring but i didnt really mind, vic just gave me a sheepish look. i could tell he wanted me to stop, he said my staring made my feelings for him "too obvious" but i wasnt the one who cared, he was. I loved Vic, it was as simple as that.

but not to Vic

to him our relationship was some kind of shameful secret that had to be hidden from our anyone. our love only being witnessed by our bedroom walls. It had been like this for 2 years, vic and i met in university and became fast friends, but about a week after he found out i was gay, he kissed me

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"kells!" i heard a fammiler voice yell from behind me as i was almost at my dorm

"hey Vic" i said giving a smile to the cute mexican

"i was-um- wondering if we could talk?" he said, spunding more nsure than i had ever heard him

"sure Vic" i said feeling on edge by the nervous tone of his voice but i let him into my room anyway " what is it?"
i asked.

"well remember what you told me the other week?" he said still sounding unsure

"no?" i said confused

he sighed "you told me you were..." he didnt say anymore, but made a small gesture to me with his hand and i understood what he meant

"gay?" i confimed "what about it?" worry instantly set in, he wasnt gonna become weird around me was he.

"Well, i just wanted to tell you i was too. i'm um" but instead of finishing his sentace he pressed his lips firmly to mine, and I knew I would get it bad for this boy.

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of course back then i didnt think much about the fact that he couldnt even seem to say the word gay, he stil cant today without feeling the need to cringe, but i never admitted to him how hurtful it truely was.

and i suppose Vics issues with his sexuality were his problem, but thats the thing with being in a relationship isnt it? you start to share everything.

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i let out a long moan, feeling my orgasm overtake me, as i clawed my nails down Vics back. and soon he was colapsing on top of me, pulling himself out and pulling off the now full condom, tossing it into the bin by the bed.

i rolled over wrapping a arm around his waist, but he squirmed lightly. i gave him a puzzled look and he simply removed my arm from him and got out of bed.

"where are you going?" i asked pouting

he gave me a kind but uncomftorble smile "just gonna shower, i dont wanna go to bed all sweaty and gross"

i chuckled "can i join you?"

"no" he said, firmly

i frowned at the mean tone in Vics voice

"why not?" i asked, already having a hunch

"i um, i just"

"oh my fucking god" i said, unable to contain my anger "its me isnt it? you're fucking disgusted by me" i said, unable to make it sound like i wasnt upset.